Surprise,Surprise,Surprise................
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Posted:Oct 1, 2006 10:22 pm
Last Updated:Oct 4, 2006 9:51 pm
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Went out with the fella i been seeing for a lil while. Had a blast with him as i normally do.
Was a lil tense at times but thats my own issues for another blog lol.
We had the best sex we have ever had in my opinion.
Im not sure what caused it but ill damn sure find out.
Now that was the kinda sex i need every now and then.
I know some was i am getting more comfortable with him and some was some things we had talked about.
I just wonder how it was and why in his opinion. Wasnt too quick, didnt last all nite, was just right.
Got me off a few times. A couple of those being gushers, now that being said i dont know how the first one happened but i could tell the second one was gonna happen and then it felt as if someone had taken all my air lol. How powerful! Thats not what i would want everytime, but thats something to look forward to  .
OK enough of my ramblings its time for my ass to get some booty sleep **yawns**. U all have fun and play safe 
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(&%^#(&^% Work..........
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Posted:Sep 16, 2006 9:29 pm
Last Updated:Sep 21, 2006 8:56 pm
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My new work schedule i believe is the death of my social life as we know it. Now keep in mind i am seeing someone so its not like im trying to hook up with whoever has time but i havent had sex in a week. Yes i said a WEEK!!!!! We all know that makes darlin a very unhappy girl. If we cant get together soon i may just go postal!! Now on the other hand if he continues to neglect me i will not kindly sit around, i have wants damnit and needs even. I soooooo need to feel the touch and the kiss of him on me. The smell of him next to me fades. I digress to go to bed alone again tonite and hope to hell we can see each other tomorrow nite after i get off work. **sigh**
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Chemistry...............
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Posted:Sep 4, 2006 7:49 am
Last Updated:Sep 26, 2006 9:23 pm
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When looking for someone of the opposite sex what is it ur looking for first? I was gonna give examples but u know what im talking about. The importance to me lies in attraction first. Many say personality first but i oh so disagree. If ya cant look at someone the personality dont help none. Personality comes after that for me, which includes the sense of humor, honesty and openness. Which leads me to the reason for my post.
Many times i have wrote a post about who it is i have met recently and the fun or not so much fun we had. In times passed i have seen or "dated" many at once.
I have found since having a hysterectomy the want to do that just isnt there. Since having it ihave only been out with or dated 2 people. The first was just too drama filled for me. The second one is a blast to hang out with, great personality and the sex is getting better for me i cant answer for him.
Anyway lol to continue... We are both quiet, dont share much about what it is we are thinking. Most times i go out with someone that brings that out in me. When seeing someone thats the same way, u tend to not get to the deeper levels of what it is u want, in my opinion. I feel he is holding back, i sure know i am .
Soooo my question being this, how do i being quiet, shy and reserved ( yes i am) find out what it is i wanna know when simply asking dont do it???? When we go out i wanna hear "wow u look nice" or damn ur cute . i know u all will help me out and im sure he himself will see this lol so maybe he will even help me out!!
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Smokin.........
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Posted:Aug 13, 2006 11:05 am
Last Updated:Nov 20, 2009 6:55 am
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Yanno, it was brought to my attention that it has been exactly 2 months today that i quit smokin. I am ever so proud of myself!!! I had smoked for 20 years and at the least a pack a day. So many guys said smoking turned them off cuz of the taste and smell, wonder where they all are now lol. I am going out tonite and have a special drink just for that!! If ya smoke think bout the effects on others and more importantly ur own health. Really it wasnt that hard, had support and knew i wanted to quit, soooo in short if i can do it anyone can!!!!  U all have fun and play safe!!!! Darlin
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Blown off twice in one day.........
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Posted:Jul 28, 2006 1:43 pm
Last Updated:Nov 11, 2009 11:59 pm
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I met someone today for a drink and soon as he got out of his truck he said he had just got called into work, i feel he was just using that as as excuse. If thats the case i wish he had just been honest and if he really did get called into work im sorry for all the names i called him when i drove away!!!! I have never been blown off like that before, stood up yes blown off no. Either way not good for my ego or my self esteem. Oh well ill keep going along hoping to meet the frog of my dreams!!!
Met someone again this same night that did the exact same thing, i mean exact!!!!
My hormonal body cant take this rejection that i have dealt with today. **sobs**
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6 Weeks :D
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Posted:Jul 25, 2006 10:09 am
Last Updated:Jul 25, 2006 7:09 pm
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6 Weeks ago right about this time, i had quit smokin and also had a hysterectomy so that meant no sex for 6 weeks. Well i still dont smoke (go me) and im not sure i feel better but im sure i will once i get to work and am able to work more. I had sex a few days early, damn it was rough going that long, when i did i was so afraid it was going to hurt i dont think i enjoyed it that much. Well it didnt hurt that much at the time, but now a few days later it still hurts and i wish i woulda waited, just wonder if it woulda mattered that much?? Well thats my ramblings for today,any advice??
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Back to work!!
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Posted:Jul 22, 2006 10:47 am
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 10:42 am
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I have been off almost 6 weeks and its time to go back to work!! I look forward to it believe it or not. Im not ever off this long and have really really enjoyed it no matter the reason, just wish i coulda did more, went more and so on. Going to be very tiring and wear my ass out but ill get used to it slowly but surely. Work 4 weeks and then im on vacation a week lol. Gotta love being postal!!!!
By the way..... I still dont smoke so thats almost 6 weeks too!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Other "dating" sites
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Posted:Jul 9, 2006 12:13 am
Last Updated:Sep 14, 2006 9:23 pm
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I am on other sites along with this one. It amazes me sometimes how many people are on these other sites as well as this one and the profiles are so different. I have to admit mine is too but other places u cant put a pic up of ur ass or other asst. body parts so of course we dont come out and say that we want sex and thats it. But i say that to say this, when i see them on these other sites and they are saying they are looking for the "one" or that they are looking to get serious, which profile shall we believe???? I know for one thing im gonna stay on Couples Dating and not the other ones, hell i cant get anyone to even talk to me on the other sites and this one i get 20 or more emails a day. I find this one way more honest least we know what we are looking for and if it gets serious then so be it but at least we arent going into it under false pretenses. Just more ramblings of a bored mind  Darlin
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A surprising call
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Posted:Jul 8, 2006 9:24 am
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 10:42 am
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As i went out alone yet again last nite ( story of my life lately). I had went to my lil "cheers" sittin watchin the people gettin drunker(such fun) my phone rang. Perplexed i see that its my x bf from a few months back, we hadnt really talked to each other and only seen each other 1 time since we were over. Seeing that he has a live in gf now made it even odder for his call. He asked me what i was doing and where i was at, well seeing as thats where we met at he knew where i was even sitting at lol. Anyway, he came up there and i could see he had already been drinking some ( something i dont do much of), and just wanted to talk( so i thought). What shoulda gave it away for the real reason he was coming was when he asked me what i was wearing lol. Sticks a Dumbass sticker on my forehead. Well we said hi, hugged, how are ya yanno all that shit. I asked him where his gf was and of course shes at home asleep. We had a great time together as always, he looks at all the girls and i make snide comments about em ** rolls eyes**. He is after all one them young, dumb, full o cum boys (and hung like a )!! Anyway, to make a long story short, he wanted sex and damn i am so glad i wasnt able to cuz i woulda and i dont like cheating. Now his gf's gonna be outta town for a week and hes asked me to come see him maybe go out, knowing full well i still cant have sex i think i will, i mean we always have fun together just arent meant to be "together". So my ? is this would i be cheating or helping him cheat? I think its just friends hanging out even though i truly know he wants sex. Enough of my ramblings and wondermonts, u all have fun and play safe Darlin
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Sleepiness and a hysterectomy..........
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Posted:Jul 7, 2006 1:18 am
Last Updated:Jul 11, 2006 5:23 pm
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Hot flashes and wet dreams seem to take up my nights lately. 3 am and here i am wide awake and i hate that. 3 more weeks and work and sex are in my future. Now i know u all will understand me looking forward to sex but hell at this point i cant even wait to get back to work!!! To wander around aimlessly cleaning this and that around this very quiet house at 3am is just not me lol. Hormonal unbalance and mood swings are something im not used to as well. I wonder how different sex is going to be for me also? I mean is it just a big gaping hole in there now? **sighs**, i spose ill go take me a sleeping pill again and try to get to sleep by 4am. **note to self** call Dr in the mornin and get more pills!!! Just some ramblings from a deprived mind....Darlin
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Cheaters..........
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Posted:Jul 6, 2006 6:49 pm
Last Updated:May 30, 2011 7:03 pm
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Before i go to bitching, keep in mind, i know we are here for our own reasons.
I cant stand cheaters!!!
I cant get a simple date lately and i see all these people that have a husband/wife at home waiting on em and they are out screwing around on em. Why is it people cant be happy with what they have?
I do enjoy seeing who responds to the cheaters looking to cheat, that lets me know more of what kinda person that they are.
Yes i am ranting and bitching and damnit i deserve to sometimes, deal with it!
I think of the man thats out workin his ass off so the woman can stay home and not have to work a FT job, just stay home with the if they have em. Yes i raised 2 and worked 2 FT jobs sometimes so dont think i had it easy before u say it!! And here is the woman looking to go off for a "lunch" quickie.
I think its the woman cheaters that bug me more than the men. Maybe cuz im more used to the men doin it i dunno or maybe the woman that do that give us faithful women a bad name, making the good men not trust us.
Then theres the men that go off cheatin on the woman that will do anything for em and in my head if only it was talked about, they say communication is the key to any successful relationship, right?
Make sense? I dont care actually, i said my peice and im sure pissed some off in the process. Just remember u do what u will and so will i.
My conscience is clean is yours?
Grabs my box and wanders off...........Darlin
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. Soon though 2 weeks to be precise and look out some man (men lol) is gonna get very very lucky!!
