Im here to start an exclusive amp serious ltr with the right guy Well converse via email and then meet up for sexy dates on a regular basis After a while when hes ready to get serious Ill give up my last name for his amp start my transition hell take and make me into his Amber by more than name Well both enjoy my journey as I become his slutty doll fantasy princess loyal and loving wife I will be always be loved and well taken care of as I take care of him on a regular basisIm here to find someone who wants to take and make me into the girl I was meant to me sexually submissive loving and feminine a permanent arrangement I dont lack respect or selfesteem and will never tolerate being hurt or abused I am worth the timeinvestment and not here to be just a hookup fwb or experiment Ill use email only no phones or pic tradingI havent started my transition yet because I want to share that privilege with my special guy hell know me in a way no one else ever will Also nothing has worked out the last 2 years as Ive wanted it Due to costs amp C19 I still live with my antitrans gf Theres nothing bad but she doesnt realize that I want to be someone elses gf and moreSome say youll be surprised by friendsfamilywork but no one I know is trans friendly In life the few times I mentioned it with those I trusted it didnt go well Being hurt physically as well and losing everything has kept me in fear all this time Im not sure what I did wrong but maybe I diddo deserve to be hurt it makes me shaky and want to cry sometimes Im just tired of being trapped in a mans body and want to be rescued and loved Femininity isnt a dress that can be put on or removed its always been a part of who I amIm tall take care of myself and in my late 30s I present as a masculine man amp have dark hair thats now beyond my shoulders its curly amp cute but becomes ferocious and attacks me if not restrained I have body hair that I take care of on a schedule I am ashamed of whats between my legs and hope that can be corrected with SRSIm easygoing quiet amp shy but can be chatty I have a good sense of humor and prefer to relax and be drama free I have a freeindependent spirit with a little stubborn thats begging to be tamed My female nature and submissive side is readywaiting to be brought out Personal hobbiesinterests can be discussed laterIve only had 1 partner for the last several years Im disease free and will keep it that way Im not comfortable around drugs never tried them or want to including weed Im a nonsmoker but do enjoy a drink on occasion just not too much I would prefer to get hammered in a different wayWe can discuss my sexual interests in detail later but I wish to become sexually submissive and am interested in performing oral receiving anal if he desires and trying lite bondage as we build trustWe can discuss my boundaries in detail later but I will not tolerate being threatened hurt or abused I also will not do anything involving his ass or any ass to mouth activities direct or indirect No sex in public Protected sex only until Im comfortableI would like to correspond via email first till were comfortable Eventually meet someplace safe even a car meeting in public to see if theres chemistry then go from there I always want him to handle everything including the room Every date I want to dress up in the bathroom present myself to him and give a blowjob He never has to worry about receiving a happy ending I will always be his happy beginning We can relax chat and have sexy fun in the comfort and privacy of our room Id also like it if he collared me each timeId like to do this for a while meeting up for sex and company spending time being intimate and seeing if theres something more When hes ready to steal me away from my male life to become his wife we can talk about how that will work definitely have an agreement and expectations discussedIf I changed nothing about my life I would grow old and be fine Im not a golddigger cant have amp dont wish to have I just want to find someone who accepts me as the woman I am I would willingly give up my old life to become his loyal submissive wife to lovebe loved unconditionally have sex oftendailymultiple times a day with no catchWhat do I want out of this To be taken care of and feel safesecure to become your wife To experience a whole new world of sex and lose myself in it To be pampered as a girl have sexy outfits and be provided for while reciprocating as a wife should To finally be able to be myself without worry of being hurt again Most importantly to be loved and spend the rest of my life with my soulmateMy schedule is tricky right now too weekdaydaytime onlyThere is so much more I wish to write but theres a character limit

My Ideal Person Hes sexually a DomTop only whos looking to turn a goodlooking guy me into his sexysubmissive trans woman permanently He understands that Ive not undergone any transitionfeminization yet amp is fine with it for now He wants to be the one who steals me away from my male life so he can enjoy making me into his female and stay at home wife He believes that the only dick between my legs should be his Hell consider this process a once in a lifetime privilege amp know me in a way no one else ever willHis lifes in order with a place of his own financially stable preferably single amp without kids Should things get serious I just want to know he can support us He should always take care of and host our dates room cost a safe place where I can get to know him betterHes possessive protective amp patient with me in a good way Wants to take it slow with discrete casual sex amp conversation dates building a bond amp seeing if theres real chemistry Always respectful of my boundaries and treats me well never considering me less just because I want to be submissive and please him Understands regular sex is part of the deal but also wants me to feel safeloved amp become a friendcompanion not a flingHell pursue me once certain Im the one not accepting no for an answer Hell do anything to havemake me into his sweet Amber amp wife willingly or leashcollar firmly amp gently making me feel loved wanted amp at home in his armsby his sideHell take the good amp bad as every day isnt perfect Hell be up to the task of fully making me into his female and wants to grow with me my transition into womanhood will be something we both enjoy Well enjoy this amp our new life togetherWe should both have some physical attraction but I really dont care about looks He needs to be clean amp take care of himself good hygiene amp be diseasedrug free including weed I also prefer that he trimsshaves down there my tongue will feel amazing Nonsmoker is important a cigar or pipe may be okay How can he take care of me if he cant manage himselfWould like him to be older than me but not too far past 50 Doesnt have to be a modelathlete but would like him to care about his health as I do Im a little attracted to plus sized guys but not too unhealthily soMost importantly is an attraction to who he is and finding that connection as we email and meet up Sex with a random or fwb feels good for a few minutes Sex with someone whos loyal loves you amp genuinely wants to be with you feels good for a lifetimeHe has no interest in being with anyone else even if sharingwatching me with another is an interest A guy is my preference but I would consider a mistress if my criteria is met Possibly 2 Doms sharing me as a wife just a thought I only want to be with him but partners can be a discussion if hes interestedHes a DomTop but doesnt have to be strict or uncompromising Being firm amp loving gentle amp kind and horny is very attractiveHis attitude towards meFrom when I first kneel amp wrap my lips around him hell no longer consider me the same and expect that I give myself to him wholly I will be very precious amp expected to slowly be conditioned to learn to obey amp be submissive since I belong towith him Hell never yellraise a hand to me positive reinforcement will be his preference Routine restraints amp frequent sex sessions should keep his new girl in lineHe wont hesitate to slowly strip any masculinityindependence from me like a prom dress to shape my mindbody and achieve my true potential as his girl My behaviorattitude will be expected to slowly adjust as time goes on hell be understandingpatient as its quite a change He likes my personality and is fine that I have hobbies but is simply grooming me for my wifely life amp dutiesOnce moved in hell be there to support me every moment of the way getting hard feminizing amp sexualizing me Being safe about my health but booking appointments amp SRS asap not wanting to wait any longer than possible Once we can hell claim amp make a real woman out of me showing me my new station in life maybe making me bimboishHell never be timid about his feelings for me or the pleasures I always provide Hell enjoy spending time with me inout of the bedroom and take pride in making feel like a very submissive welllaid well loved princess Hell forbid me from work amp expect that I keep fit clean amp perform my wifely duties when desired Ill always be provided for get to shop amp buy things maybe putting me on onlyfans with him for an extra allowance if I desireFinal ThoughtNo one can meet every criteria theres always givetake Being DomTop only not abusive life in order no drugdiseases are important We can chat about other things should I be vanilla or more kinky sundresses or sex room or both Theres character limit so I have to cut short Thanks

What are your favorite musicians or bands?:
None in particular.

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Toys (Vibrators/Dildos/etc.), Light Bondage, Role Playing, Cross Dressing, Handcuffs/Shackles, Blindfolds, Leather, Latex, Massage

What factors are most important to you when looking for a sexual partner?:
Sexual experience, Physical attraction, Same/similar fetishes, Experience in a certain role (top/bottom; master/slave), Ability to be discreet, Sexual appetite, Willingness to freely discuss and try anything, A little of each

Ever fantasized about having sex with a celebrity? Who? What turns you on about them?:
No, not really.

Have you ever had cybersex?:
I've tried it, but it's just not the same.

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