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sweet_amber 38 / T
"Searching for a DomTop who will make me into his submissive wife permanently"
Muskegon, Michigan, United States
 
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sweet_amber 38/T
Muskegon, Michigan
Sorry I have been away. I need some time to reflect and re-write my profile and will be back as soon as I can. xo :-)
Introduction
Hello and thank you for taking the time to read my profile I go by Amber here and hope to one day truly become her by more than name Perhaps with the right partner I will take on their last name and they can help me pick out my first when I fully transitionIf you39re only interested in quick hookups or a just a FWB that would be fun but I39m here for more I love and respect myself and believe that I have much love and pleasure to give I believe that I39m worth the time effort and investment to be far more than the flavor of the month so I39m here seeking a permanent arrangement with someone special and as weird as I am If you39re not seeking a long term relationship then there is no need to read further I wish you luck in your search At the very least I have some cute pics you can check outA lot has happened since I originally joined and I39ve had ample time to reflect and think about what I would like out of this and life in general I apologize for the length of my profile but I feel it39s necessary to express myself and the mischief I39m looking to get into I put a lot of effort into wording who I am who I want to become and who I39m looking for If you39re interested please take the time to see if you think we39re a matchFor ease of writing I39ll be referring to my top as a guy but that doesn39t mean I won39t consider others so long as they meet my criteria I don39t mean to offend anyone as I express who I am and what I39m looking for I also apologize if I repeat some things I just want to make sure I cover everythingI will not give out a number or call I prefer email only for communicationIf you email and just say 39Hey39 39hmu39 or 39Let39s chat39 Hey back and sure If you think maybe we39re a good match tell me about you and what you think Don39t be shy okay Also I will ignore just hookup requests Aggressive and threatening messages or ones with an ultimatum won39t likely receive a response I am looking for a very sexual but good relationship Regardless of whether I39m in your arms or on my knees I should always feel comfortable safe protected and loved with you never fearful of being hurt emotionally or otherwiseI will respond as soon as I can I have to be discrete with my current living conditions and don39t always have an opportunity to write back right awayAbout MeI would say that I39ve had a good life so far but have spent most of it feeling like something is amiss and not quite right Because of friends family work and other factors I39ve never had the courage to come out and admit the truth about myself or pursue it The fear of ridicule and losing everything is truly powerful Despite that I39ve come to realize that I39m a girl deep down and have always been female in mind and spirit I39m quite sure I39ve always been wired that way female brain and all if that is such a thing So I39ve spent my life trapped in a handsome man39s body and want to change that I want to break free and transition into the sweet submissive and slutty girl I was meant to beI guess it would be okay to just chat make friends maybe crossdress and have sex with a lucky guy but I wouldn39t be happy or satisfied with random hookupsI can39t make up lost time but I39m ready for a fresh start and want to pursue a different path in my life to simply come out and enjoy it At the very least I want to chat with some nice and likeminded people maybe live vicariously off the lives of other beautiful trans women But I can39t ignore the fact that I39m a girl deep down inside that will be a part of me from now onI just want to note that I have not started hrt yet but will once we start getting serious My appearance is still very dudely I don39t want to disappoint anyone who has different expectations when we initially meet I will be incredibility nervous the first few times because I want to make you happy and not disappoint youBodywise I39m masculine muscular and in good shape since I exercise and take care of myself I39m tall in my mid 3039s and would say that I39m good looking handsome even I have dark hair that39s getting medium in length and will be grown down to my back I think it39s starting to look cute and curly I do have body hair and would love to have it permanently removed on occasion I have it removed to feel smooth and love it wax and other means but it comes back I would say that I39m easygoing quiet and shy While I don39t consider myself much of a talker I can be chatty at times with the right crowd cracking jokes and being a good listener sometimes I zone out too I39m a little ditzy I have a good sense of humor that can be goofy dry as wine and a little dark I am also a freespirit having an independent nature with a touch of stubbornness that39s begging to be tamed I prefer to discuss my personal hobbies and interests via email or in personI just want to be open and honest I am a trans woman who39s ready to take her first steps I have not undergone any treatments feminization or surgery and do not consider myself as physically passable yet I don39t want to disappoint or mislead anyone who thinks I39m farther along with my feminization than I really amI love how I feel when getting dolled up wearing lingerie lipstick and the very few outfits I own I don39t consider myself pretty but have posted pictures on here and been told otherwise I39m usually more critical of myself so I39ll let others view how I look and be the judge At the very least I think my pictures are nice they are genuine and I haven39t worn any bra39s used any padding or photo tricks what you see is what you get My current living situation makes it difficult for me to dress the way I should I kind of feel like Cinderella in a way only coming out during rare evenings To me those who are born women are beautiful and I admire their femininity I also admire trans women and think they39re beautiful in their own way each one special and unique and incredibly sexy Being born in a different body and transitioning to the right one is quite a journey and makes us truly appreciate who we are I would love to look like a natural born female but know it will be difficult at my age I wish I would have started much earlier Personally I doubt that I will ever be pretty or cute and feel bad about that because anyone who would pick me deserves the best someone beautiful inside and out But I am genuine and feel that I have a lot of love to give I think that I can make someone special feel special and will do my best to make them happy I really want to give it a tryThat39s why I39m here searching for a nice Dominant Top who wants a unique longterm and loving relationship I want to be loved and embraced for who I am a weird trans girl discovering herself for the first time I want to find the type of DomTop who39s gentle loving and very patient but will not take no for an answer once he39s decided that I39m the one I want to be liberated from my male life willingly or by fuzzy cuffs and collar and have my experience as his Amber made into a permanent one I would like to be claimed and taken like you would a bride in antiquity enjoying every day together as I39m being made into his loving and sexually submissive gurlThis is a very serious life changing decision and I will need his full support love and affection He will need to take care of me and everything necessary for my transition to become his girl I will be relying on him for everything going from being independent to dependent While not everyday will be perfect I do believe that I will be worth the time and effort I will girl up and grow a pair double D39s or E39s and we39ll have fun for years to come I will be doing this as much for me as for him and will rely on his thorough attentions when performing daily breast exams to keep me healthy of coursePart of the deal is that my transition will be so through and complete physically and mentally that I39m unrecognizable I will be put on hormones and go through hrt permanent hair removal cosmetic feminization surgeries voice training breast augmentation after I39ve had time to grow out if under 36 DD and confirmation surgery to finally have a nice pussy for us to both enjoy the complete deal with clit and the type that can get wet and doesn39t need dilation If he desires I will also consider being put through professional submissive training to have my behavior shaped and learn to be sexually submissive the way he wants so long as my boundaries are respected and I39m not hurt or abused I want to become a sexy doll he will love enjoy and can39t get enough ofOnce we get serious he will keep me on this path whether I like the process or not we both know the end result will be worth it I will become anxious and emotional as my hormones change He will be there every step of the way to not only support me but also enjoy the journey He will find pleasure in taking my manhood and making sure I feel it slip away as he flaunts his own He39ll relish this and make sure I do as well rubbing it in my face every time I kneel pressing my face against the sheets every time he spreads my legs to make me feel good and remind me of where I belong and how happy he is that I39m there Little by little I will feel my masculinity slip away giving me ample room to embrace my femininity and grow healthily and happily as his woman He39ll always be patient and supportive because one day all that will remain is his sweet and sexy AmberI want our relationship to be very sexual and focused not only on climax but also enjoying the act of sex taking time to explore each other what we like and getting intimate Whether our daily sexual activities are mundane intimate or kinky life will be goodI also want our relationship to be full of friendship companionship love and affection for us to grow into a loving couple We can be the type that goes out or stays in enjoying activities together and having occasional time to ourselves We can just ignore the world I39m quite sure life will be fun and fulfilling togetherSex and SubmissionI believe that exploring my sexuality will be an important part of my journey and development as a trans woman the more sex in this fashion the better my transition will be until it39s just a part of our daily routine and fun To me being submissive doesn39t mean that I lack selfesteem or selfrespect it doesn39t mean that I want to be hurt or abused or mistreated in any way To me it39s a sign of trust respect and love for those involved Deep down I am already a submissive girl who is waiting for the right one to bring her out I want to embrace that side of myself to bring her to the surface and become her 247 I will be anxious reluctant and fearful as I submit to him and my female nature At first I imagine that it will be a little rough but I want to be put into this submissive role permanently and never allowed out of it I feel that I am ready for it and just need to be thrust in the right direction deeply slowly and often It will take time but I39m sure the end result will be very rewarding for both of usIt is my wish to focus on his pleasure and sexual desires when we39re together Until I have my bottom surgery I don39t really want the favor returned or for him to get me off or go down on me Maybe that39s a little selfish of me As weird as it sounds I want him to be the focus at first but won39t fuss too much if he does insist on pleasuring me I do desire his affections and would enjoy things like making out kissing my body suckling and licking touching and tickling My nipples and neck do like gentle lips and tongue There are other things that we can discuss I do want his satisfaction and approval to come first but would like to become his pampered girl It would make me so happy to look up and see his smile feeling his fingers running through my hair after he throbs and shows me how much he appreciates me Would his smile make me blushSex PartnersAt some point I would like to be shared with or loaned to a second partner maybe more but it39s nothing that we ever have to do While this is a fantasy and curiosity I never want it to be something that hurts or divides us When we start our relationship I would like to be his only sexual partner for a few reasons I want to be totally and intimately his to learn and master what he likes to develop a strong and unbreakable bond based on love and trust he will forever be my sweetheart Relationships with only 2 people tend to be healthier and more fulfilling Until I39m claimed there39s also a privacy issue as someone else knows and I want to be discrete More importantly another partner increases the risk of catching something and that39s not worth it to me I know I would be jealous if he was with someone else and I don39t want him feeling the same way if another Top was making love to me I will develop feelings for his friend even love to some degree I39m a girl we39re having sex and being intimate it39s only natural I never want a situation where 39so and so does this better or is bigger or worse he hurt me39 I will be open to the idea of being shared after we39ve been living together for a while and with some stipulations and rules When a few conditions are met I finally have a pussy and a plump and perky pair of tits a happy stable home and a good life I will owe it to him especially if it turns him on This also won39t be one sided as I will being doing this for us Anyone he picks must follow our rules respect my boundaries be disease free clean and free of drugs I will always be the only submissive bottom and his friend must be another DomTop or Tops He must understand that by adding another partner he39s adding someone to our 39family39 and changing the dynamic of our relationship If we39re going this route it should be long termI would like to start off as a slutty time share where his friend occasionally spends time with me for sexy company or just sex We can discuss how my sweetheart want39s it to go whether I39m like a girlfriend or more like a slutty sex slave I39ll have a say in it but keep that to if I feel safe or not No abuse rule breaking or boundary crossing will be allowed Otherwise it will be between my sweetheart and his friend as to how long this goes on activities and what it turns intoThe first time I would like to be presented to his friend wearing only lingerie bound blindfolded collared and gagged I would like to be restrained in the position he wants me in for the activity he wants me for lubed and ready It will be up to him as whether he fills pumps and humps or takes a more sensual approach kissing and caressing I will always have a say and we will pause or stop if it39s too rough or hurtsA lot of sexy fun can be had if I39m treated well After sexy time I would like time to get clean rest and maybe be pampered like a princess This can go many ways as well does the friend come over a few times a week for a few hours Do they double up on me Do I spend a day or two a week solely with his friend Are we constantly having sex giving my sweetheart a blowjob just after finishing off his friend and ready to do it again I might also allow him to record me with his friend so he can watch it later as I give him a blowjobI would also consider living with two DomTops as their full time loving wife sharing everything life has to give especially it39s pleasures Lots of sex but shared intimacy and fun too Just something I39ve thought about winkSexual Activities and Interests Sorry I like lengthy thingsWhen we first start meeting up we will only be having protected sex for both oral and anal It39s much safer and I will feel better about it While I really want to develop a taste for cum this won39t change until I39m either incredibly comfortable after many sessions or more likely we39ve taken this to the next level and I39m living with him as his exclusive girl Being pushy on this may make me feel too uncomfortable to continue meeting upJust to be clear Unless it39s listed in my boundaries or something I39m specific about not doing Any activity I list that I39m willing to try or do is something that I will not only try and do but continue doing if he likes it Especially if he loves it Regardless if I like the activity or not he needs not ask for permission to enjoy his girl who just wants to have sexy fun and make him happyEvery time we have sex it will be a little different Unless he desires otherwise I would like to draw out activities exploring my sexuality and enjoying sex for the sheer pleasure of it It would be fun to keep him on the edge and enjoy occasional 39oops39 moments where I got too greedy or he couldn39t handle it any more and griped tightly for that final burst of pleasureI39ve never really been kissed by a guy before so I will be very reluctant and shy with this I will be afraid and ashamed of my body because I39m not pretty or feminine enough to deserve this type of affection from him But I would love to have him take me and make out with me to feel his tongue exploring mine and maybe trying to throat me Definitely making me feel like I39m his letting me know who39s in control and never afraid of pulling my head down to make out with his other headI want to explore A LOT of oral activities Especially performing Blowjobs learning and mastering the art of tongue and cheek I have a dildo that comes out on a very very rare occasion when I can be alone I love the feel of it on my lips spreading my jaw and how it slides over my tongue I don39t know how else to put it something thick and firm between my lips just feels right and I have trouble controlling myselfI want to learn how to give all kinds of blowjobs but get really good at giving long slow and sensual ones I would enjoy getting him close to the edge and learning his limits spending time and losing myself in his pleasure hopefully driving him wild as I show him just how much I appreciate him It will be a learning process and I ask for his forgiveness if I become too hungry or can39t get him to release If the latter it will be a good opportunity to draw out our oral fun and extend the pleasure It will also take time for me to build up endurance with my jaw and throatHe never has to worry about going soft with me there are so many things we can do and enjoy while he recharges Maybe do this intentionally while watching a movie a slow and lengthy blowjob session While I always want his focus to be on me I would like to try sucking his dick while he watches porn once in a while but not oftenWhen we39re living together I want an hour set aside every day probably when he gets home where he drops his pants and sits back while I sit in front of him The entire time will be dedicated to kissing licking stroking and sucking Whether he cums or not or many times I want to spend the whole time worshiping his dick kissing his thighs nibbling and being playful This will be a bonding exercise an intimate activity we can both look forward to every day I want it to become second nature for both of us and to feel very weird if this routine is interuptedI would also like to learn how to deepthroat but understand that not everyone is good at it I would ask for much time and patience if this is a must have on his list If anything I would like to slowly train my gag reflex away Perhaps spending time being 39holstered39 would be good for me too slowly stretching out my jaw building endurance and learn to relax this way I think it would be a very intimate experience to spend extended periods like that with him stroking my hair admiring the view This would also be a good opportunity to put a new pretty necklace on his girl and not the 39pearl39 kind winkI39ve always been turned on by mouthf39king and want to have it done to me regularly Having my mouth trained to be a second pussy and being slowly pumped over time is a big desire I would like this activity to be slow and deliberate spending many sessions having my mouth humped by a flavor lubed cock until I39m vacant eyed and docile I would like to be conditioned to the point where I salivate and get 39wet39 at the sound of his zipper desiring nothing more than to lose myself in each affectionate thrustI would love to experience anal with someone who cares about me and spend much of it on my hands and knees but only if he39s interested This is a messy and very sensitive area so I want him to take good care of me when we do this All anal sex will be safe unless we39re living together If unprotected I won39t do oral or let him explore my pussy until he39s thoroughly cleaned that area and there39s no odor I don39t want any infections or to get sick Use of plenty of lube communication and a clean up shower afterwards is important to me Sexy shower time together would be fun and I would love to have him gently clean me up as we play a little and maybe make outCumWhen we get to the point when no protection is necessary I want to start having him cum in my mouth I know the taste and smell may take some getting use to but I want to make taking mouthfuls feeling him pump me full sucking and swallowing every drop a staple His cum will be something I crave and desire and know very well If we39re having anal sex I would like to experience him cumming deep in my ass on occasion I also want my pussy stuffed and filled as wellHe can also give me facials and cum on my ass and body I think I would like a facial on occasion just to feel a different kind of sexy I just prefer that he doesn39t get it in my hair or on outfitsI love the way I feel in the doggystyle position submissive exposed vulnerable sexy and ready to receive love and attention I want to spend a lot of time in this positionAfter my confirmation surgery and an all clear from the doctor I want my pussy to receive a lot of attention From what I understand the healing process can take a long time I may not be able to orgasm or feel sensation for months maybe not at all in rare cases there39s also pain for quite a while To me the risk is acceptable Regardless of the outcome I want him to enjoy my pussy as much as he wants I want to know what it39s like to be bent over random furniture pushed against a wall or bed to have him spread my lips and fill me to his heart39s content I want to feel him getting hard in a place I once did going out of his way to remind me of what I gave up to be with him by hammering the point in deep and deliberate It would be a bonus to be told how sexy I look after a humping a slap on my ass and a trickle of him running down my legI would really like to experience a lot of doggystyle sex with my new pussy as well Feeling my legs and lips spread moaning helplessly as he enters his girl I would like to feel his hands on my hips back and shoulders reaching around to cup my breasts and pull me up so he can kiss my neck then push me back down to the sheets I39ll enjoy every plunge as my tits bounce begging to be fondled and squeezed finally happy that I am where I was always meant to beI will be very curious to know what a tongue feels like down there and will welcome any gentle attention like that I also understand if he has no interest in going down on me or just won39t do it it39s just a curiosity and desireIf we39re living together I will be on hormones and growing out my chest As my boobs begin to bud and expand I would like to receive attention having them fondled gently groped oiled and rubbed licked and sucked on played with and worshiped I don39t want any biting pinching or claps nothing that hurts It39s weird to think about but I may also be able to lactate as I become more endowed I39m not sure how I feel about that but will deal with itIf my bust is not large enough for our liking I would like to upgrade my chest with the best silicon we can find I probably won39t be that pretty so whatever I lack in beauty I might as well make up in bust and the inability to buy clothes that won39t burst at the seams in the sexy way We can make a deal about my endowment Maybe if after 2 years my growth doesn39t meet 32 DD39s I will get 36 DD39s or greater Sounds like a fun gambleI39m very interested in lite bondage and being restrained for sex But I will come out and say it I39m very scared of doing this Being hurt abused or worse is a fear I think when you39re being restrained there should be no worries about your partner you should feel safe and protected comfortable and excitedThis is something that we will build up to if he39s interested Communication and slowly building trust will play a big part of it I won39t do anything that involves pain or marking no clamps or chastity no hitting or stiking nothing too hardcore Just soft leather and lace to be more sexy and add much more fun in the bedroom I would also prefer fasteners like velcro or swivel bolts and not keyed locks maybe locks for some things in timeRestraints I39m interested in padded wrist thigh and ankle soft collar soft ball or bit gags dildo gags deepthroat pony gag spreader bar ankle or thigh wristtothigh or collartowrist feminine body restraint harness matress spreader corsets etc I think that paints a nice picture of my more kinky sideAdding sex themed or bondage specific furniture and props would be fun too We could have things like benches beds swings posts sex pillories doggystyle stockades and more It would be fun to be clicked into a position oiled and lubed up I would be at his mercy and ready for his attention much in the same way he39s at my mercy when I39m licking kissing and suckling his ballsIt would be kinky for him to wear some bondage gear too like belt and thigh restraints so I can have my collar locked to his thighs and wrist to his belt or maybe his ankles Positions like that could be interesting and fun we can use our imagination and explore some sexy and submissive situations and never get bored Just make sure there39s plenty of towels and drinks nearbyWhile I want to satisfy him physically I also always want to look and be sexy for him in other ways I would like him to get outfits accessories and jewelry for me to dress up in and wear I want wear things that excite his imagination and sometimes leave little to it It would be nice if he thought about me in leather and lace and had lewd thoughts at work getting all worked up and ready for release when he gets home Work overtime tonight Hell no I always want to be his sexy doll pretty and ready to playIt will take some getting use to but I would be okay with some dirty talk I don39t think I would be okay with anything that39s intentionally mean or meant to hurt or be too degrading To me 39hey you sexy slut39 and 39suck my cock slut39 is different from 39you stupid cnt39 or 39you fng bitch on you knees39 The context of words have different meanings depending on how they39re used and situations they39re used in I think some humiliation and dirty talk will be good for me and I want it to be used for positive fun and to enhance our experience together I just don39t want it to turn into something negativeI will keep an open mind and be willing to try new things and positions but I do have some limitations boundaries I will do what he wants and enjoys with little or no complaint only stopping if something hurts Occasional breaks will be important too refreshments cleanup and relubing Communication and honesty is important always So long as I39m treated well and he39s not mean or abusive I will be his indefinitelyMy BoundariesAs mentioned above until we take this to the next level condoms are required for oral and anal I might make an exception for oral if I39m incredibly comfortable and we39ve been steady for a while But being pushy on this may make me feel too uncomfortable to continue meeting up yes I39m repeatingNo pain marking hitting choking slapping scat abusiveviolentthreateningmean behavior any water sports need to be discussed and agreed upon but not likely I will not play with his butt in any way directly or indirectly not even with toys or a strapon I won39t do any oral after anal penetration I won39t do rimming or kissingmaking out after any rimming No recording of any type or photos unless I specifically agree to it in each case Maybe I could suck him off while he39s watching a video of me sucking him off ha Any bondage activity will be up to me I may refuse or opt out at any time He may enjoy my ass as much as he wants I just won39t be into hisI will not do anything that I think will cause harm to him or myself intentionally or unintentionally Same goes for putting myself in harms way Maybe some lite whip or flogging action or spankings but nothing too involved or too rough Any rough play needs to be agreed upon and stop immediately at my requestIf switching from anal to another hole or activity he needs to wash any area that touched ass throughly clean clean soap and water etc If we have moved to the next step he can cum in any of my two holes soon to be three I39ve never been cummed in and would like to experience that regularlyI am not interested in having sex in public no public places parks woods vehicles etc I will only have sex in private and always want a bathroom amp shower available for clean up I don39t want to risk being put on a list because we were caughtI know I repeat myself but I want to become a submissive girl and be sexually dominated by my man That does not mean I will tolerate or want to be abused mistreated or hurt physically mentally or emotionally I have a lot of love and affection to give and hope he sees that enjoys me for who I am and takes good care of meIf he39s had a bad day instead of being mean yelling or taking it out on me in a bad way he should let me know so we can relieve his stress in a good way I want to melt away his worries with love and affection to get lost in sex and forget about the rest of the world together A good blowjob after a hard day may make your worries go away I know that not everyone will understand or will have a different opinion but they39re my boundaries We can chat about them but given the things I39ve already listed that I will do respecting my wishes seems more than fairI know it won39t be popular but there will be some down time where we won39t be having sex or it will be very limited I will insist that we follow doctor39s orders and recommendations as I transition so that I stay health and heal faster so we can get back to having fun sooner I ask for his understanding and patience it will be worth it in the end Also if either one of us is sick or doesn39t feel well we will be taking a break to get better I wouldn39t mind having a nurse outfit for such an occasion if he needs some tender loving careIf I39m made to feel uncomfortable and not wanted unsafe or threatened I may opt out of any agreement we have and cease our arrangement all together without consequence Couples do have disagreements and fight but there is a line where it goes into the realm of abuse If something does happen we can talk and work it out but I do reserve the right to protect myself and wellbeingHow I would like this to work outI39m quiet cautious and shy so I want to start out slow and on the side keeping everything very discrete I would like to correspond through email first to get to know each other what his expectations fantasies and desires are If all is good I would like to meet up on occasion when we can at his place or hotel room to see if there39s chemistry and a connection We39ll have sexy fun chat and I39ll crossdress for him when possible I have to be discrete about outfits for now While I really want to taste his cum we39ll be having protected sex only I may relax that after we39ve been meeting up for a while but only for a facial or maybe cum on my tongue Him not respecting my wishes in this regard or being pushy about it may be a deal breaker Until my living situation changes he may have to provide and keep lingerie restraints and outfits at his place because of my limitations I would enjoy being dressed by him in what he likes and thinks is sexyI would like to do this for a while with no serious commitments or worries until he39s completely ready to claim me and move me in taking us to the next level I think at least 67 months should be a good minimum even if we hit it off really well Depending on distance and schedules we39ll both come up with a reasonable amount of dates that I will show up for I would love to be able to meet up a few times a week but it might be more realistic trying for a few times a month I know some will be upset about having to wear condoms it39s as much about keeping me safe and feeling safe as it is him If he wraps it and then taps it we39ll have a lot of sexy fun whether he decides to try me for a while and move on or make our fun permanent and daily yes I39m stressing protectionIMPORTANTWhile we39re meeting up discretely he can call off our casual get togethers at any point He is expected to at least let me know via message or email instead of just disappearing I think it39s fair I won39t cause any fuss and will respect his decision we can go our separate ways knowing we had some good sexy times Since I39m transitioning into his submissive girl I may not just call it off as I may just be emotional or irrational and shouldn39t be allowed to make such an important judgement myself I must kneel between his legs to inform him that I want to talk about our relationship give him a blowjob and let him know how I39m feeling and why after I finish my mood could change in between I will continue to service him for the rest of the date while he decides And I may just be letting him know that something is bothering me and I just want to talk about itIt will be up to him if he wants to call it off or if he thinks these feelings will pass Especially if he has serious feelings for me which he should let me know If I39m kept I must continue meeting until the end of our 67 months he may add 23 to that to be sure Or he can figure the average dates we would have left and double it if I39m having scheduling issues this way he knows I39m not cheating him on time I will be having sex and satisfying him as normal and will not be allowed to make any mention of it till the end At no point will I hem or haw act out or misbehave that date won39t count and I will owe him 2 more As a submissive girl I feel this is fair and appropriate as everything about this will be new I will need to be broken in like a mare and put in my place Time and experience in my new role will help me fully appreciate it and himThis adds accountability on my part and I think shows my respect and appreciation for him It will also let39s him know that something may be seriously wrong and allows adequate time to work on us I don39t think it39s fair for a girl to end things abruptly and out of the blue But if he becomes too rough retalitory abusive threatening or mean about it that changes things and I can just end it then and there When he39s very sure about us and ready to move me in I want him to set condoms on one side of the bed and a collar on the other This will be a symbol that I chose to belong to him it could also be a necklace ring or other piece of jewelry if he desires I39ll have the choice of either handing him a condom and requesting a few more sessions and only a few more to decide or handing him the collar or other symbol kneeling between his legs and letting him secure his claim If I make the right choice to be with him I39ll experience new tastes as I take his bare cock for the first time I39ll enjoy every moment until he slowly fills my mouth shooting his first load of cum down my throat The deal will be sealed and he can hold me there stroke my hair and maybe go for round twoWe39ll chat after that and start figuring how things will work out For sure I39ll be given a timeframe to put my affairs in order or have him do it but I will be expected to leave my old life behind to start a new one with him as his trans girl I may just go with him and start our new life together right away if he39s insistent on taking me home right then and there and can take care of all loose ends without meThe deal will be that I will quit my job and be forbidden from working or going out without him with some exceptions like appointments I will move in with him and fully complete my transition to female physically mentally and legally on paper including name change etc Once I start down this path I will be expected to see it to the end no exceptionsI will always be taken care of and provided for and will have longterm assrurances As soon as my gender is legally changed to female I will be expected to marry and become his wife changing my last name to his We can just elope to start maybe do a small ceremony after I develop and better fit into a dress only if he wants I will happily fulfill my wifely duties and vows including daily sex and an hour of oral sex worshiping and enjoying his cock everyday We can talk about more about my wifely duties and his expectations in more detail This is all intended to be heavily in his favor but also mutual and not one sidedI want to make it clear that I won39t be with him just because of a deal that will keep me in line but there39s much more to it than that We will have been together for a while and shared some truely intimate moments If I39m willing to leave my old life behind which isn39t bad at all and start a new one with him irreversibly changing my body There39s no doubt that I love trust cherish and will support him that I will be there for companionship cuddles and much more for years to come I will really try to make him happy and hope he holds the same feelings and ambitions for me I will be scared to death but I will do this for us knowing good and bad days will be ahead and at the end of those days I will be with him and we will be togetherDuring the day I will be left with sex toys to practice with and be expected to exercise and keep in shape I will also have plenty of free time to rest do some of my hobbies and just be me Some lite cooking and cleaning may be encouraged but otherwise I will be expected to get dolled up and be sexy and ready for when he gets homeI will be able to keep my old finances accounts separate and to myself I am giving up a lot of control but this is something I do want to keep I also want him to keep his accounts separate as well We can talk about this stuff later Since I will be a dependent I do request an allowance something fair so I can get lingerie makeup and other little things save up for special occasions with him I am not a gold digger and have no interest in being with him for money having a happy and healthy relationship with him is the goal Living the rest of my life as his wife and sexy soulmate is the real prizeFor my transition we will take care of everything together figuring out doctors getting me started on HRT and Progesterone permanent hair removal breast augmentation to get me to or beyond 36 DD after I39ve had time to grow out We39ll both enjoy my large breasts everything involving bottom surgery going for colovaginoplasy and anything else for feminization There will be recovery time and I will need his supportIf it hasn39t been stressed enough I do want sex to play a big part in our daily interactions for him to sexualize me in every way he desires and for us to try new things and enjoy the old To be cummed in and on to be well done bent over and on everything to be desired craved irresistable and satisfying I want to be his sole harem girl sex slave lover and princessI do want to spend time doing other things with him too to maybe go out see and do things or just enjoy things at home like games movies campfires lazily soaking up the sun and just being with each other talking and laughing about nothing I will admit that I39m more of a homebody and don39t care much for barsI will be expected to dress appropriately and only in feminine clothing dresses skirts corsets stockings lingerie and other girly things I will get to choose what I wear but we may have themed days or weeks where I wear specific types of clothes or outfits befitting my role Am I his school girl waiting for a hard lesson from teacher A bonded sex slave waiting for her generous master and a spanking Or a naughty french maid who doesn39t cook or clean but always loves to get dirty winkIt will be up to him as to whether my clothing leaves much little or nothing to the imagination when at home When going out in public I may be as modest or revealing as I like as is legal He should be proud to show me off as hisI will have leeway early on when I39m first starting and haven39t had hair removal and other feminization things done yet I will get to choose but would like to know if he wants me to be a makeup girl or more plain I think I would still like to do my nails and wear sexy lipstickOnce my lower back is smooth he may certainly take me to a tattoo place so we can pick out something pretty for him to look at and mark me with Maybe on the front too making a happy trail after I39ve healed No named tattoo39s thoughI can39t say it enough unless ill recovering from something or he doesn39t want to we39ll be having sex every day I will always be more than happy to show him how much I appreciate and love him whether it39s on his arm or on my knees I will always be ready to do my best to satisfy his sexual urges because I want to and can I will always be his but in a way he will be mine too There39s no reason why I can39t be sucking his dick before he leaves for work when he stops home for 39lunch39 or in the evening to welcome him home the moment the door shutsI will gladly spend the rest of my life sending him to work late exhausted and with a smile Being the one he indulges in every day and forgets about his worries and stress with Perhaps making his friends very jealous or satisfied and jealous when the have to go home empty handedThis probably sounds crazy unreal or too good to be true Who would willingly transition mtf give up their old life to become someone39s submissive wife who want39s to have sex everyday love and be loved unconditionally with no real catchUm me If you like what you see then it39s all good since I39ve been open and honest about everything all true It39s just a thought and nothing we have to do but if you39re incredulous about this whole thing why not have some type of agreement or contract drawn up and ready for when you39re ready to claim me I think it would be sexy to be bonded to you in more ways than oneEverything is already heavily in your favor but we could go over details together as we meet up and come up with something mutual with penalties punishments and rewards It must guarantee that I will be taken care of in a every way no abuse a full free rideexpenses paid to transition into your girl perhaps other options the longer we39re together It must also include providing you daily sex required and requested acts dress code around the house etc I doubt I would have any misgivings signing into a 5 year agreement that guarantees I39ll finally become your girl and have sex with you every day We could have a P U C Y Clause where if I have a Pussy I39m Undergoing hormone therapy have a C Cup or greater the agreement autorenews every Year thereafter It just sounds fun to be locked in a sex loop I may just be a little kinky ScheduleI work fulltime during the day and am not available in the evening or weekends Right now my living situation makes it very difficult to meet so I have to be discrete Ideally I think it would be neat to meet up once or maybe a few times a week in the evening for about an hour of play For the time being though I might be able to pull off a weekday afternoon every other week maybe Everything has been a bit difficult this year distancedrive time also a factor of when and how long for our sexy sessionsMy final thoughtsIf you39re interested but find something offputting like or dislike different things don39t be afraid to chat and see if we have something special A sexy soulmate and true companion isn39t found you need to spend the time and invest effort into them Be honest and open with what you want and expect the more specific the better We have many possibilities together if I match your interests and expectations Are you just looking for a taste of vanilla every day or do you want to teach me to be your naughty girl Do you love and desire anal or just want oral until my wet pussy is readily available Do you desire a genuine companion someone who will actually make love to you have fun and spend time with you who want39s to enjoy a happy life with you That39s the type of girl I want to be just sluttyTo be very honest I will honor any arrangement that we come up and will consider myself claimed and truly owned if that39s what you really want I like the idea of being yours and being kinky about it But if this was only about sex and nothing more I don39t think it would work past a few encounters which is why we should meet up on occasion before getting serious After a while we39ll continue to meet up because we enjoy being together because there39s real intimacy and a true connection between us because you treat me well and I choose to surrender and be with you in this wayIf we39re together after 6 months 12 months 2 years it will be because of something much more than an agreement obligation or any other reason I have no motives other than becoming a a sweet girl your wonderful wife and will never think of being with you as a 39have to be39 it will always be a 39want to be39 even if things get a little hard I can39t lock you down with a and I39m certainly not digging for wealth We39ll be together because I meant everything I said and I39m genuine I not only trust you and feel safe Most importantly because I have truly grown to love you for who you are and the way you make me feelSex will be daily or frequent I don39t want to give the impression that it will ever cease quite the opposite I guess I just want to make the point that givingreceiving from someone you39re intimate with is vastly different than someone who thinks of it as a chore or job Our enjoyment will be what we make it and want it to be That we can go out and do fun things together enjoying the best of both worlds a sexy sexual relationship and real friendshipI originally made my profile with the intention of just becoming a girlfriend but after chatting with some nice and interesting people I changed my mind I never really thought anyone would be interested in an ltr with a trans girl who is starting at square one I39ve decided that I want to be all in with this It39s scary and surreal to think about but I do truly desire to become your wife and feel that I am worth the effort I may not be a girl on the outside but I am one one the inside waiting for you to make me into a real woman your wife a 39male39order39bride39 so to speakWhat do I want out of this To become your girl your wife to always feel safe and secure To experience a whole new world of sex and lose myself in it To receive girly treatment have sexy outfits and lingerie To finally be able to be myself without worry Most importantly to be loved and spend the rest of my life with my soulmate And to be frequently pampered

My Ideal Person What I39m looking forMy Ideal person is a Dominant Top only who understands that I have not undergone any feminization at all but want39s to turn a good looking masculine man me into his sexy and submissive trans woman permanently to make me into his wife for a serious sexually charged longterm if not permanent marriage He should have the ability and intention to spirit me away for a fresh start for friendship companionship love and to have lot39s of kinky and fun sexMy preference is a guy but I might also consider a female partner if she met my criteria and was fully dominant and top only That would change a few things here but could be fun and interesting maybe I spend the rest of my days with a strapon mistress An established Trans Woman pre or postop could be interesting as well I would also consider being a submissive mistress to 2 DomTops It never hurts to chat and see if we39re both the type of weird we39re looking for or just have a fun exchangeHe will always be very patient with me and wants to start out with discrete casual sex on the side to see if there39s chemistry form a bond and have fun doing it He will be respectful of my need to be discrete Consistent sex is expected but he39s seeking much more than just a casual hookup Once he believes that I am the right one he will pursue me and won39t accept no for an answer he will do anything to have me and make me into his sexy doll and submissive wife either willingly or by leash and collar being firm but not too pushy making me feel loved wanted and at home in his arms and at his sideHe has his life in order with a place of his own is financially set and always hosts our get togethers I would prefer that he be single with no children and looking to steal me away to make me into his wife so he39s never single again He39s not looking for someone to abuse or hurt but instead want39s someone to take care of and love a trans girl he39s proud to have and be withHe should be very possessive and protective of me in a good way Not threatening or punishing if I glance at someone but the type that wants to make sure I39m happy and safe for them to be the sole object of my true love and affectionHe understands that not everyday will be perfect taking the good with the bad Not only is he up to the task of fully making me female he also wants to grow with me as well My transition into womanhood will be an affair we will enjoy together Neither of us will be alone again as we will have each other If a day is a little rough there39s always tomorrow A blowjob can surely help tooWhen we first meet there should be some level of physical attraction between us but I won39t base my judgement on looks alone I39m honestly not looking for a model or athlete but would like someone who takes good care of himself as I do If he doesn39t take care of himself how can he take care of me I am a little attracted to plus sized guys and don39t mind if he is a little bigger but not unhealthily so He should be clean and have good hygiene I am not looking to get with anyone who is into drugs I39ve never done them and have no interest in starting or being around that Lightsocial drinking is cool but I would prefer a nonsmoker including vape or someone who only does it on rare occasions maybe cigarsEarlier I talked about multiple partners I do not want to share him with anyone as I would be the jealous type I know that39s not very fair but I39m being honest If he is the same way then it would be far better for him to not share me with anyone either If he39s the type that would not be jealous and it would turn him on to share me with another DomTop then we can do it We can chat about details of how it would work if that39s a dynamic he wants to add to our relationshipHis PersonalityHe39s patient and possessive firm but friendly affectionate and dominant freaky and kinky fun and relaxed and definitely a top only who enjoys being in charge He39s respectful loyal and expects the same He39s slow to anger quick to forgive and rarely loses his temper He should really be into sex and enjoy the act much more than getting to the end result liking to make the most out of our time and draw out activities Sometimes spending a good part of our time or even day building up to a fantastic orgasm but will forgive me if I get too into what I39m doing and greedily take him too soon He fully respects my boundaries and will never push or cross them but isn39t afraid to push the limits of what I will do if he so desiresHe also doesn39t have to be strict or rule everything with an iron fist Someone who39s firm but loving gentle and kind and horny is very attractive to meHis attitude towards meFrom the moment I first kneel and on he will expect me to give myself to him wholly and unconditionally slowly casting away my old self so that I may be conditioned and develop into his submissive wife When I first wrap my lips around him he will no longer consider us equals neither will he think of me as inferior or of lesser value I will be very precious to him He is my man and I his woman he will be hard and firm I will be sensitive and soft I will learn to look up to him to obey him because I belong to and with him He will take charge of and take care of me making me feel safe and drive our relationshipThis will be quite an adjustment in many ways so he will be very understanding and have a lot of patience My behavior and attitude are expected to adjust as time goes on Much like a prom dress he won39t hesitate to strip me of my masculinity and independence and sexually dominating me He will take pleasure in shaping my mind and body to help me achieve my true potential as his trans girl He will enjoy watching me slowly change from male to female being there to support me during every moment of it He will get hard feminizing and putting me in dresses sexualizing me and will book my bottom surgery as soon as possible being safe about it but not wanting to wait any longer than he as to As I recover he will get off rubbing my face in something I once had but not out of spite out of joy for me As soon as he can he will lay me down on our bed to spread my legs laying claim to what is rightfully his and making a real woman out of me My pussy will be stretched and filled with his cum for the first time He39ll know me in a way no one else ever will and I shall love him for itHe won39t be timid or shy about his entitlement to me and the pleasures I can provide Expecting me to become more obedient over time he will enjoy having me in and out of the bedroom and take pride in making me feel like a princess a very submissive one Yelling or raising a hand to me will never cross his mind positive reinforcement will be his method of choice Routine restraints gags and all too frequent slow humping sessions should keep his new girl in line He39s just as inclined to pull my head down and release without warning as he is to stroke my cheeks and hair rewarding me with his love and admiration as I lick him from my lipsHe won39t have any issue with me retaining some old habits and hobbies but will expect us to form new ones together Eventually I will be expected to become a completely new and different person forgetting who I was so I can solely be his sweet wife his Amber While I am his and belong to him he will never consider me an object or treat me poorly I will become someone he39s proud to have spend his life with and loveFinal ThoughtThese are desired qualities and characteristics that I fantasize about in a partner I understand that no one will meet every detail so consider it more as a desired baseline Some things are required him being DominantTop only not abusive being established and having his own place and no drugs being notable Other things we can chat about and compromise on like how kinky or vanilla he wants things to be if he wants to make me into more of a traditional wife complete with sundresses and barefoot kitchen blowjobs or a more slutty approach as a basement babe in our secret sex room complete with swing and other restraints We can discuss everything and learn as we go along togetherAgain I apologize for writing a novel but I wanted to make sure I fully expressed myself and what I39m looking for Thank you very much and I hope you are well safe and happyAlso if you read this and got good and hard I maybe the right one for you

What are your favorite musicians or bands?:
None in particular.

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Toys (Vibrators/Dildos/etc.), Light Bondage, Role Playing, Cross Dressing, Handcuffs/Shackles, Blindfolds, Leather, Latex, Massage

What factors are most important to you when looking for a sexual partner?:
Sexual experience, Physical attraction, Same/similar fetishes, Experience in a certain role (top/bottom; master/slave), Ability to be discreet, Sexual appetite, Willingness to freely discuss and try anything, A little of each

Ever fantasized about having sex with a celebrity? Who? What turns you on about them?:
No, not really.

Have you ever had cybersex?:
I've tried it, but it's just not the same.

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Information
  • 38 / TS/TV/TG (Transgender)
  • Muskegon, Michigan, United States
Sexual Orientation:
Bi-sexual
Looking For:  Men, Women, Couples (man/woman), Couples (2 women), Couples (2 men) or Trans
Birthdate: March 1, 1984
Relocate?: Maybe/Yes
Marital Status: Attached
Height: 6 ft 0 in / 182-185 cm
Body Type: Athletic
Smoking: I'm a non-smoker
Drinking: I'm a light/social drinker
Drugs: I don't use drugs
Education: High school graduate
Occupation: Fulltime
Race: Mixed
Religion: Not applicable
Have Children: No
Want Children: No
Male Endowment: Average/Average
Circumcised: Yes
Bra Size: 46+ / 105+ B
Speaks: English, BadEnglish
Hair Color: Black
Hair Length: Medium
Eye Color: Inconsistent/Variable
Glasses or Contacts: None
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