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Posted:Jan 12, 2011 11:44 am
Last Updated:Jan 12, 2012 5:48 am
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DP ... I have soooo many questions and a few concerns ... I'd like to hear your story ... the good, the bad ... not so much the ugly LOL ... GO!
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My Week
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Posted:Jun 27, 2009 11:47 pm
Last Updated:Jan 9, 2011 8:49 am
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Lost another to the "C" bastard. She was a young women, with 2 very young . When she was diagonised , she was also given 2-3 wks to live. She made it 5. Then Wed was a day that will haunt me for awhile. But shall never be mentioned again. Thursday bad news in the mail and the van decides to be a bastard and over heat on me ... oh btw ... did i mention ... i have no cell phone??!!??? Friday, fukin ATE my trim around the door and scratched a 3x3 foot area of wall ... down to beams, drywall and paint everywhere ... well, let just say ... i'm soooo glad to put this week behind me and run away for a week. I'm off ... try to find me ... bring ur GPS ... cuz i'm taking trails no one has been down 
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Posted:Jan 2, 2009 2:26 pm
Last Updated:Jan 14, 2009 6:26 pm
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Happy New Year to all! I hope 2009 brings you whatever you are reaching for!
We were not sure what we were doing for New Years Eve. As I didn't know if Buck was going to be home or not, I was reluctant to accept any invitations. When we answer the email in and accepted the invite for supper and party, I was excited. We have been to a party hosted by this cpl before. They are beautiful ppl, inside and out, and we feel very comfortable in their home. (Thanks  )
I'm not as nervous this time as we pull up to their house. We gather all out belongings and make our way to the door. Mr. is there to greet us as soon as we step onto porch.
Mrs. is not quite ready yet ... comes out for a quick hello and zips back to finish getting ready. We get our drinks and visit with Mr. in the living room. I can smell the supper.... mmmmmmmmmmm... yum. Mrs. joins us in the living room and we catch up. There are a few more ppl joining us for supper and they start to arrive. We sit down to a lovely meal, and enjoy good conversations.
After dishes are cleaned up, more ppl are starting to arrive. A few are dancing, some are chatting. It's a very nice atmosphere. I am comfortable and getting a little tipsy. (Maybe that helped my shyness???? ) We move the party downstairs so we can play some pool. I remember not having to wait very long for a game. If I budded in front of anyone ... I'm very sry... I'm a little more than tipsy by then
Midnite arrives and we make our rounds kissing and giving best wish for the upcoming year. There is more dancing and pool... a little kissing.
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Zena's Post - A Tribute to Rent-a-Father-In-Law
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Posted:Sep 21, 2008 3:35 pm
Last Updated:Oct 5, 2008 3:44 am
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I lost a very special man last nite. Someone, who didn't even know me 10 yrs ago, but welcomed me into his home and heart like a .
When I moved here nearly 10 yrs ago, I only knew a handful of ppl. I had left all my friends and family in Alberta. Rent-a-hubby's family was running a golf course at the time and offered me not only a job, but a family also. We have celebrated many x-mases, easters, thanksgivings and birthdays with my Manitoba family.
Rent-a-Father-In-Law told me once that he would like to think of me as his dughter, but that I was too pretty and "that" was NOT the way a father should think of his . We had a few good chuckles over the years about that.
He was alway willing to lend a helping hand. Anything I asked, he did. Even felt the need to bitch me out once or twice (for my own good, of course). He was a quiet, gently, shy man who only ever thought of others. I will miss him terribly.
I know, in my heart, that he is in a better place. As the last few month were hard on all. The diease took him fast. He withered away to almost nothing in front of my eyes. He was ill and in pain and confused most of the time, but always, ALWAYS, had a smile and a wink for me. I feel sad (have cried most of the day). Rent-a-hubby and I, drying each other tears, talking and yes, even smiling at something or another Rent-a-Father-In-Law had done or said.
He was a good man and will be dearly missed, but never forgotten. I Love You Fred ... God tak you and care for you as soooooooooo many of us did.
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Zena's Post - Meet and Greet
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Posted:Sep 21, 2008 1:57 am
Last Updated:Oct 11, 2008 1:13 pm
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Had an awesome time. Great to see those I've met before and to meet those I have not. Hope they continue. Maybe the phantom Buck will attend the next one with me.
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Zena's Post - Stranger in the dark
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Posted:Sep 19, 2008 8:16 pm
Last Updated:Jun 27, 2009 11:28 pm
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He catches me staring at him. I give him an embarassed smile and look away. Never have I felt such attration without knowing the person before. I glance back at him and now he is staring at me. He smiles and winks. I grin... my heart beating fast, my legs start to tremble. I feel the tingles deep inside me, my breath is coming in short gasps. I see him moving thru the crowd. Heading my way? I feel the excitement bubbling up.
The bar is very busy and packed. He slides behind me, "Excuse me." he breaths into my ear, as his hand rests gently on my hip. I watch him walk away, the scent of him still clinging to my hair. I see him glance back over his shoulder and incline his head. I smile to myself and let my friends know I'm heading for a smoke.
I walk out into the warm evening air. Find a quiet spot ... near the wall... I'm fumbling in my purse ... looking for my lighter, when a stong hand passes in my vision. I lean forward and take the offered light.
"Wasn't sure if u'd join me." I smile, "Wasn't sure you wanted me too." He takes my hand and leds me off the patio into a dark lane. I hesitate ... he stops and turns me towards him. He takes my face in his hand and kisses me, gently, shyly, "I just want to experince you ... no names ... no small talk ... let me pleasure you." I look into his eyes, I see truth... I see kindness ... I see passion. I am trembling with desire and whisper, "Yes, show me."
We walk a little further... my stiletto's clicking in the calm warm air. He stops and pulls me to him. Slides his hand up my arm and to my neck. We kiss, I run my hands up his chest, over his shoulders. He slowly turns me ... I feel the rough coolness of the wall at my back. He slips his hand into the top of my dress. Thumbs my nipples until they are hard. Slips my breast from my top and takes into his mouth. Tingles run thru my body. I feel his leg move between mine. He gently pushes my knee, my legs part. He moves his hand up my leg, from knee to thigh. Pushes my wet panties aside and inserts finger. My knees are weak and I moan. He moves his hand... just the right way. Wow! He kneels down in front of me ... lifts my foot and places on his knee. He slides my silky black dress up my thighs. Pushes my panties aside and starts to lick my wet throbbing pussy. OMG .... the pleasure of gettin oral while standing. He brings me to the blissful finish, rights my clothing and kisses me.
He takes my hand and we walk back to the patio in silence. He squeezes my hand and "poof" gone. What a nite! Maybe we'll run into each other again. I will be looking for my "stranger in the dark" and dreaming about what will come if we do see each other again.
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Zena's Post - F*kin Halo
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Posted:Sep 18, 2008 1:28 am
Last Updated:Nov 15, 2008 6:04 am
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Have u ever woke in the morning and knew... just knew... u were going to reach a goal that day. I did. Had it in the back of my mind all day. Naughty thoughts, that I can not utter aloud. I was there... mine for the taking... but, I walked. Regret? Frustration? Confusion? Stupidity? Guilt? Loyalty?
Still horny as hell. *Sigh ... only 10 more days til Buck's home.
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Zena's Post - A Field... A Blanket... And Buck
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Posted:Sep 17, 2008 9:33 am
Last Updated:May 4, 2009 6:59 am
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I feel butterflies as I watch Buck pull up. He's right on time. 12:30 Friday afternoon. TGIF!!! I know he has something planned. I jump in and lean over and kiss my man hello. I miss him so much while he's on the road. I slide my hand up his leg and gently rub my hand along the hard outline of his half erect cock. I give him a squeeze and whisper into his ear, "What's for lunch?"
Buck smiles and reaches into my top, fondles a nipple til it's hard, and points to the back. I glance over my shoulder and see ... a basket, pillows, a blanket, and the cooler. Looks like it's going to be a great afternoon.
We drive, down back roads, finally arriving at our "field of dreams". You see, I've never had outdoor sex before. (Not counting camping (in a tent) or outdoor hot tub ) Another check mark on the list. Buck parks, gets out and pulls out a lawn chair. He moves to the back of the van and opens the cooler. A few moments later, he is opening my door for me and taking my hand. He helps me out, and leads me to the chair. He hands me a drink and my favorite erotica novel, tells me to sit tight ... he'll be back.
The sun, the gentle breeze, the slight tingling have me very relaxed and content. I feel Buck's hand glide along my arm, I smile as he takes my hand and gentle pulls me outta the chair.
The blanket is laid out, (king sized comforter, which is now known as "the field blanket" )there must be a dozen pillow scattered about on the edges... lunch is laid out in the middle. We sit down and enjoy a wonderful lunch and each other's company. Laughing, talking... flirting, touching...carassing... wanting, waiting.
We quickly clean up... rearrange a few pillow for me to lie back on. Buck lays down beside me... his hand moving slowly, lighty. We slowly undress each other... stopping to caress, fondle, kiss, tease often. The cool light breeze feels glorioius against my hot, tingling, nakid skin.
Buck slowly moves downward... kissing and nibbling his way down. I arch my hips when I feel his breath .... mmmmmmmmm.... I feel his tounge lightly flick my clit. Sparks rush thru my body... I open my legs wider...licking, sucking... he has left no spot untouched.
He rolls me over onto my tummy and gives me a back massage. He's working his way down, rubbing my firm ass and running his thumbs along my wet pussy. I raise up on hands and knees. Buck kneels behind me ... slowly he enters, slowly he withdrawals, again and again ... he has me gasping, moaning... mmmmmmmmmm. I push my body against him. Deep. He reaches down and rubs his thumb along my throbbing clit as he rocks back and forth. I arch my back to meet him, faster, faster, harder, OMG. I'm gonna explode! Just as I feel the waves start to crash over me... I feel Buck tense and grab my hips. He releases a low moan.
I slowly lower my self to the blanket, Buck takes me into his arms. We lay stroking and petting each other into arousal again.
The sun is fading ... the bugs are starting to bite. We head home, both with smiles. Field sex is a definate do again. Will have to wait for spring now, but it will be well worth the wait. .
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Zena's Post - Last Meet and Greet
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Posted:Sep 16, 2008 8:34 pm
Last Updated:Dec 28, 2008 11:19 am
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Wow! That's all I can say. Was thinking of heading to the next meet, but just caught up in blogland. Think it's much safer to stay away from all that drama. My life is a soap opera already .I hope everyone has a great time at the next one... and maybe, just maybe one sat Buck will be home and we'll be able to attend.
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Zena's Post - Homecomming
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Posted:Jul 26, 2008 5:11 am
Last Updated:Sep 23, 2008 1:55 am
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The family will be home today. I really missed them this trip. Can't wait to feel Buck's stong warm hands on my body, his lips kissing me... mmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Can't wait to help clean the bunk . Have a great weekend. I plan to.
Be safe
Zee
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Zena's Post - Spinning Part 2
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Posted:Jul 24, 2008 8:44 am
Last Updated:May 16, 2024 4:10 pm
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I just want to say thanks to all the ppl who have given me words of support and encouragement, thru comments, emails and in private chat, over the last few days. I'm feeling better. It's nice to know I've got ppl who care... even tho some of you, I have yet to meet in person.
I'm also going to take this opportunity to let you know, I have made a vow to myself to only blog about happy events and feelings.
Again, Thanks and Big Hugs to All!
Be Safe
Zee
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Zena's Post - Spinning
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Posted:Jul 21, 2008 6:57 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2009 2:01 am
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Have u ever felt
like ur spinning out of control ...
when u know dam well
the decision ur about to make
is the wrong one?
When u know ...
it's gonna end badly ...
but u still step up and kinda say ... whatever ...
what else can happen?
I'm dizzy from trying to keep pace.
I feel no one is seeing me slippin, spinning ... faster and faster.
Ughhhhhhhhhhh.
Zee [/COLOR
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Zena's Post - Buck's Birthday
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Posted:Jul 17, 2008 5:32 pm
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2008 11:40 am
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It's commin up fast! Only a couple more weeks. I start my holidazes at noon on his birthday. So, I'm thinking I'll get home and we'll have some adult fun time ... since the will be at my parents . Then maybe we'll nap a little ... then we will party with our friends here in small town. On the sat. we have been invited to a party... where I think I may be able to arrange Buck's fantasy... a female, male, female threesome. After all, what else can I do... I got the swing room for my Birthday. He hasn't said yes to the party for sure yet ... but I'm workin on him ... but don't want to spoil the surprise. Got my work cut out for me as he can tell when I'm hiding stuff. But it's good stuff. If anyone has any thoughts or ideas ... pls feel free to share.
Be Safe ... Zee
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