new beginnings
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Posted:May 24, 2010 9:54 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2011 1:57 am
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Happy ending and a new beginning, after the end of my first marriage I was devastated and thought that I would never find companionship and love again.
I drank to excess to deaden the pain; which only made things worse.
I had a couple of unfortunate tangles with unsympathetic lovers who laughed at my alcohol induced impotence which made things worse and for a few years I did not even try to meet those of the opposite sex and while I tried a few same sex encounters those too were unsatisfying.
I was diagnosed with extreme depression and anxiety after answering an advert in a national newspaper and with some helpful therapy and a light medication I was encouraged to get back into the dating scene.
The dating scene was full of girls and women who were looking for full time partners and that wasn't what I was after.
I found Couples Dating when looking for free porn on the net and I had nothing else to loose, so I became a member and upgraded to GOLD for a while.
I met a couple of mature women and found out that I had nothing to worry about, after the first couple of encounters my sexual function returned with a vengeance and I was sleeping and fucking with every-one I could as often as I could.
One day I started to flirt on line with some one who had not posted a photo and became intrigued with their quick wit and repartee, and we agreed to meet.
CC turned out to be a BBW and I decided that we'd be physical and I'd not see her again, but it was one of the best nights of my life certainly one of the best blow-jobs and best of all I had not laughed so much in years.
We saw each other a few times after that, sex was good and got better too and after we had been seeing each other on weekends for a while I stopped chasing other women and we started a relationship.
This relationship lasted for a while and one day I realized that she had slipped under or through the brick wall I'd built around myself and I fell in love again.
We were married 2 years ago and we are still in love and fucking like rabbits every chance we get.
I could not be happier; an immediate sexual attraction is probably the best basis for a lasting relationship I can think of.
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Well now I can see the scar
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Posted:May 19, 2010 10:52 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2011 1:57 am
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I have to say the surgeon has done a really neat job and the scar will only be about 120millimeter long, starts where the nipple used to be and continues into my armpit.
Big hole in the chest wall and the lack of a nipple is visually a little odd but I can get used to it ( luckily for me I don't have large and prominent nipples ) Cosmetically I have decided to get a tattoo where the nipple is missing and it will be a oink ribbon, we have a local tattoo artist who donates 1/2 his charge to Breast Cancer Research so my money will be going to a worthy cause.
Another week before I see the surgeon again and get the all-clear to start exercise again.
Maybe I should post some pictures showing the healing process and the tattoo when I get it done.
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More niggles and pains in the TIT!
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Posted:May 10, 2010 7:20 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2011 1:57 am
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This is itching like mad and I can't scratch, ever tried not scratching an unbearable itch??
I had to go into the doctors again today for another injection in the buttocks I am on 3 different anti-biotics at the moment, one to stop infection at the surgery site and two for the hospital acquired pneumonia.
But I guess the itch means it is healing.
I have not had a good look at the scarring yet, still got lots of tape covering the site and I am not going to disobey doctors orders on this one.
CC and I had great sex last nite, I get so horny when I am told I can't have it, but I tore the skin just a little and I should take something, but I have been taking so many medications lately I don't want to place too much strain extra on my liver, and paracetamol is hardly non-toxic.
Still no personal problems with body image and my libido although I do seem to be cumming much too quickly, don't know whether that is a side effect of the medication or just old age and general lack of fitness.
I do remember as a of 21 I could keep it up for over an hour and climax 4 or more times in a session, now it takes me an hour to get it up, it is over as soon as I start and I need 24 hours before I can repeat the action.
Still great fun though.
I love sex and making people happily satisfied If I couldn't fuck I think I would rather be dead
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Men get this disease too
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Posted:May 9, 2010 3:08 pm
Last Updated:May 20, 2010 9:23 pm
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Well it has been a hell of a month.
Just four weeks ago my partner asked me if I had noticed a discharge from my right nipple, Hell I'm a bloke' I don't pay attention to that sort of thing. CC was very concerned so I thought I should do some research, every Google link I found made me more concerned so I did a quick finger search of the chest area and found a biggish and hard lump just behind the left nipple.
Not good I thought, that wasn't there last year when I had a physical.
I thought it might be related to the attack of Shingles I had on the left side last year but went and saw a doctor that next day.
i'm always worried when a young doctor says "Hmmmm, Interesting!'
Especially when they pull strings and arrange for an urgent Ultrasound the next day.
Go back to the doctor to get the results, almost immediately I have an appointment to see a breast surgeon for an examination, told not to take aspirin or any NSAIDs or eat a heavy breakfast that day; this is a little scary but I put on my brave face and ac as if there is nothing wrong, CC is so worried that I think she is close to breaking down.
Anyway the surgeon is a nice bloke but do I actually want a doctor who snowboards? and collects medical related war material, YES I say to myself, this bloke is cool and he has an engaging and competent manner.
An hour later after a local anesthetic I have 4 big hole in my left tit and a big blood soaked bandage covering my chest and we drive home to wait, with an appointment to see this bloke in a few days time.
Get to the surgery and by this time CC is alreasdy planning my funeral and crying almost non-stop; I feel OK, if I have anything bad I have had a wonderful and lucky life, are healthy and my wife will be financially OK if I die; so why worry? we all die sometime.
Anyway I go into the surgery with CC holding my hand and the first words out of the doctors mouth are
""I have booked you in for surgery nest Tuesday; as I have a clinic day at the hospital, and a theater booked already; are you going to go as a private or public patient??""
At that point CC almost goes into shock but the doctor starts to describe the procedure he will perform and I am really interested in the details.
It IS cancer, breast cancer is not common in men but I have it, and it is an early stage, how early he can't say as the biopsy is not clear.
This is a 'No-brainer' you do not fuck around with cancer, cut it out and start what ever treatment is needed.
That was a fortnite ago, I had a mastectomy last Tuesday so for a week I have been in recovery.
I hate morphine, the way it slows you down and bungs up your insides, and the 'Endone' Oxycodine does the same thing, I needed it for the first 3 days so I could sleep, but since then it is panadol only
So now I am waiting while the surgery heals, they itch like crazy and I cannot scratch, the sticky tape is starting to come off on its own so in a day or so I will be able to see the scar, I am not worried about loosing my left nipple, they are redundant in a man, it is the looking lopsided thing, I may get a cosmetic tattoo in a month or three if I find I feel odd about my appearance.
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the size of a mans manhood
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Posted:Apr 27, 2006 2:18 am
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2008 8:51 pm
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always knew I was alittle short-changed in the thickness department.
was wondering if any woman out there would be kind enough to give me some feedback on the improvement in female pleasure I could give if I wwent and had a chimpanzee style enhancemnt?
Basicly just a series of gold plated stainless steel beads inserted under the skin of the shaft , this is supposed to be a stimulating and safe procedure, but I'm not rushing into this with-out a little feed-back from the feminin side of the fence
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the size of a mans manhood
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Posted:Apr 27, 2006 2:17 am
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2008 8:51 pm
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always knew I was alittle short-changed in the thickness department.
was wondering if any woman out there would be kind enough to give me some feedback on the improvement in female pleasure I could give if I wwent and had a chimpanzee style enhancemnt?
Basicly just a series of gold plated stainless steel beads inserted under the skin of the shaft , this is supposed to be a stimulating and safe procedure, but I'm not rushing into this with-out a little feed-back from the feminin side of the fence
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One bloody day of the year
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Posted:Apr 26, 2006 6:54 am
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2008 8:51 pm
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there will be some who remember the play of the same name.
I am totally exhausted after the ANZAC rememberances, went to the Melbuorne shrine for the midnite to dawn with others who have lost friends and relatives. My brother who has regular army military background(nor CMF like me) doesn't go, not at all, I am coming around to his point of view.
Anzac day should not be, we are probably the only countryin the world that celebrates s defeat!!!
this commemoration is a way for our politicians and incompetent military leaders in the past to use soldiers sacrifices to avoid taking resposibility for their own stupidity and poor skills.
Soldiers only have to fight because politicians and diplomats don't do the jog they are paid to do.
I cannot put this too strongly, bravery and valour in the feild are no substitute for good leadership, good equipment and the very best training .
Even now in Iraq we are seeing the same mistakes happening, we have few troops over there, but even that small number is too many. Australia cannot defend itself: with our present small military budget and the desire of certain political groups to be a player in world affairs without paying for the deck of cards we are headed for regional disaster.
It costs a lot to train and equip a soldier, it costs a lot more to train a good one, IT COSTS A LOT MORE TO BURY ONE.
Where are the men we need, not here anymore, when you take away our rights,responsibilies and ability to deal with our mistakes and mis-demeanors by law you have also taken away our desire to fight to protectour shores against outside attack and invasion.
we could fix our manpower problem simply and easily and improve our standing in the pacific region very easily, but the simple cost effective and temporal solution is way too hard for our pollies to understand.
bring bacg the Pacific Islands Regiment.!!!
Lets use mercenaries, just like the British(GHURKA'S), French(Legion D'es Ettrangieres)and use the swiss system of universal and compulsory national service before citizenship.
I Hope this make some of you think,
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Sunday morning not going down
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Posted:Apr 22, 2006 8:26 pm
Last Updated:May 15, 2024 1:23 am
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Only another day spent on my own, to busy to chase sex and too broke to pay fr it,spent this morning getting some poles in the ground , something definitely phallic going on here as I put up the shelter roof over the BBQ area, do I really need 4m poles/
Being busy keeps my mind off sex tho! and now here I am checking out the size of other blokes dicks and making comparisons with myself(My god I hope most of these are digital trickery)
I make speakers for a hobby and have just completed a new pair of 2-way towers, tall and deep they sound very good considering they use "Tandy"drivers, need a big amp tho, drove the small Rotel into clipping at - 32dB, they will take 150 watts RMS and they are very efficient; I will have to start work on the sub-woofers to go with them soon.
The fire-bed is ready, I'm having pork cutlets soaked in sweet spices and rum for my lunch.
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Sore hands and feet
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Posted:Apr 22, 2006 6:51 am
Last Updated:May 15, 2024 1:23 am
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Its been a busy day, and none of it spent in bed. spent today working on the garden and trying to get a shelter roof over the BBQ before the winter.
Still experimenting with my sexuallity but told "Bill" not to come over as I was unsure.
I started this month Bi-curious and have been experimenting , also looking for 1on1 sex with women but even in this very sexy site girls are very choosy about who they decide to partner up with, more powerrrr to them but frustrating for me.
I am thinling in a month or two my feelings will have settled down but for today all I can say is that just admitting I am sometimes sexually attracted to a man has been liberating , uplifting and disturbing all at once.its been a long day , now for a shower and a good nites sleep, lots to do tomorrw
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Sore hands and feet
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Posted:Apr 22, 2006 6:50 am
Last Updated:May 20, 2011 12:10 am
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Its been a busy day, and none of it spent in bed. spent today working on the garden and trying to get a shelter roof over the BBQ before the winter.
Still experimenting with my sexuallity but told "Bill" not to come over as I was unsure.
I started this month Bi-curious and have been experimenting , also looking for 1on1 sex with women but even in this very sexy site girls are very choosy about who they decide to partner up with, more powerrrr to them but frustrating for me.
I am thinling in a month or two my feelings will have settled down but for today all I can say is that just admitting I am sometimes sexually attracted to a man has been liberating , uplifting and disturbing all at once.its been a long day , now for a shower and a good nites sleep, lots to do tomorrw
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