My time on cam
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Posted:Jan 29, 2008 4:34 am
Last Updated:Jul 14, 2008 11:17 pm
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I had so much fun with my "fed ex man" as i have many times before. I have been known to sabatoge men that i have liked that came into my life because it scares the hell outta me to like someone for fear of getting hurt and im trying to do that with him it seems. However, i really like hanging out with him and even more so i enjoy fucking him so "chill out" is what i must do so we can continue with more fun times like im fixing to tell you about  .
Went back to his place after a night at the bar. Started kissing soon as we walked in the door. The sexual chemistry between us in my opinion is undeniable. Had to get some my clothes off and get the smell of smoke away. We played, we fondled and we got naked. At some point i was in the kitchen getting a drink when he came up behind me and well yanno men always put the woman on the counter? I put his ass on the counter so i could lick, suck and play with his big dick!
Sometime later we were on the floor playing and talking and i asked him about his cam i had seen hooked to his computer last time i was there but hadnt asked about. Well me being the exibitionist talked him into getting on it. What a rush to know all those people were watching, to me anyways. He got stage fright and no matter what i did just couldnt get his dick hard. He liked what it did for me, how much it excited me but just couldnt get past the fact of hundreds of people looking. I was fine with what was happening, playing with him a little and him playing with me a little in between looking at what people were saying and how many were watching. He felt bad and continued apologizing. I really didnt care i was having fun regardless. I think we were on there for about an hour. But eventually i just turned the cam off and WHAM in just a couple minutes he was rock hard and ready to go, lol. Around 6 am we finally went to bed and to sleep after fucking and enjoying each other. I do hope we can do it again and maybe he can get past the fact of all those people watching or maybe he wont who knows only time will tell. No matter what i look forward to seeing him again and again!!
Until next time and as always have fun and play safe  Darlin
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Compatability
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Posted:Jan 7, 2008 11:46 am
Last Updated:Feb 8, 2008 6:12 am
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You ever find that person that kisses the same way you do? Ever meet the person that touches you right where it makes ya crazy? So, when ya do how do you keep em around? How do you convey the feeling that you wanna see em but you work completely opposite schedules and can only see each other one day a week? I was told get someone on the side or get some really good batteries. This man has everything i want in a sexual partner from the way he kisses me to the way he fucks me to the way he talks to me. Me being me know i want more sex than once a week, no matter how good and sore it makes me  . I do not chase men but this man is in my head, my pussy and he hopes soon my ass lol. Anyone that knows me knows i write these things to get my thoughts out and hopefully get some valid helpful responses back, so dear people cmon lets see what ya got
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New Years 2008
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Posted:Jan 2, 2008 3:33 pm
Last Updated:Nov 22, 2009 2:39 am
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Unlike my blog from last new years eve, this is the kinda year i hope i can look forward to!!!
I did find me a date for those of you that wondered or even inquired  . Lemme tell ya a lil about him. Hes 37, lil old for me but well hes cute . Works for Fed Ex, i mean cmon im postal! But anyways i digress he was still cute lol. We met at the lil bar i hang out at maybe a couple months ago, never really spoke but saw each other there. As i was there the other night whippin ass in pool we started speaking a lil more. When i was leaving the bar that night the bartender sent him with me to make sure i made it to my car. We talked a lil i gave him my number and 10 minutes later he called me . Moving on to the actual New Years eve.
He got to my hotel room to pick me up, we ate a lil and drank a lil, talked and watched some tv. We had earlier discussed why he didnt kiss me the previous night so i was waiting for it to happen and then lemme tell you what that man kissed me and im glad i was leaning on the wall!!! Its hard to find a good kisser much less a great kisser with passion and meaning behind it. He had something to prove and im glad it was with me. We made out, fondled and he even made me cum right there up against the wall standing up and all. That was within about 30 minutes and when we were done i was like oooook now lets go out. Hell my hair wasnt even messed up lol. As i finished getting myself together i made one huge mistake, I kissed him again!!! Oh did he mess my hair up that time when he put me on the bed! But my clothes never came off. After he had gotten me off again making the back of my skirt wet this time i sat up licked his very long and thick dick slid it in my mouth and got him off in about 20 seconds i was like oh shit i hope thats not all there is......
Went out to the lil bar i had a great time. flirting with strange women and men, showing the boobs and the ass off of course. Me and him werent toegther a whole lot for the first couple hours we were there, yet we would see each other and speak a little and go our own way. I think he started hanging around more when he saw me having so much fun lol. He really enjoyed it when me and the woman sitting across from me were showing each other our panties as we sat with our legs open . I had put the stool in front of me so i could sit like a man for a minute and not be so lady like, when i was asked to move the stool i was blocking the view of others!!! He helped me get the stool outta the way very quickly, go figure!!
He realized i know a whole lot of people and people really look out for me as they would see him talking to me and ask if he was bothering me lol. Asked me your not seen here very often with someone are you? My answer was, how many times have you seen me here with someone? None! Friends looking at him with me more likely staring at him or me when we kissed was funny im just glad he could handle it!
Moving on to the after party
We got back to the room, first things first my boots came off!!! He licked my pussy and made me cum for what seemed like forever. I dont remember anyone else ever doing that to me like that. Some things im sure happened in different order but they all happened. He had been asking me all night to ride him, i got on top of that man and fucked him like no tomorrow. My legs are still sore from doing squats for however long i did em. We completely soaked the sexual bed, i mean soaked!! Whatever time it was 4 or 5 am and just when i thought my pussy couldnt take no more and i was sure this mans dick that had came and still kept going were done we got into the sleeping bed and layed down. Damnit if we didnt start kissing all over again and fucked more making that bed all wet too! We finally went to sleep, i woke up at 8 am rubbing his dick so he could roll over and fuck me first thing  . We then went back to sleep til 11 when he woke me up getting outta bed so he could go to work.
I had a blast with this completely random man that i wish i woulda met a long time ago and i hope i get to see a whole lot more.
I hope everyone made a resolution they can keep and have a great year!!! As always play safe and have fun, Darlin.
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Posted:Dec 17, 2007 4:13 pm
Last Updated:Dec 20, 2007 9:47 pm
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We all have em but when i read this i really think its an oxy moron. Quoted from a profile that shall remain nameless
"My Ideal Person:
I am looking for sexy, personality is more important than looks, must be height/weight proportionate...must be discrete!"
So tell me if personality is more important than looks why must a person be HWP??? 
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What a weekend.
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Posted:Nov 19, 2007 10:44 pm
Last Updated:Dec 20, 2007 9:48 pm
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I have had more sex this weekend than we can only dream of in most months. Started friday night when i picked up the sexiest man on the field and ended when i arrived home on monday night after being treated like the woman i truly am. I mean im just gonna say WOW and go on for the night. I will get back on here and make a blog a lil more personal and more from my very happy although a lil bit sore pussy...............very well worth it also!! Gnite and please play safe and have fun
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Humiliation and Pain
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Posted:Nov 7, 2007 2:42 am
Last Updated:Nov 16, 2011 7:48 am
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I could get on here and bitch about men and go off on how much of an asshole they are but thats not what caused my pain and humiliation tonite.
What caused it was a man that was honest with me and told me i wasnt his type.
I however wish he would have realized that in seeing my pics and me telling him im no small girl. I never lie to someone about that, im sure my pics dont tell it all but i have never lied to someone when asked.
I drove all the way across town to meet this man at a very undecent hour, all the while talking to him on the phone. Which we had been on the phone for maybe close to an hour before that so i dont think it was my personality he wasnt attracted to?
Its not in him telling me this thats caused my pain and humiliation but in the fact that i kinda figured as much on my way but well i had hope.
Did i hope he woulda just fucked me then never spoke to me again, not really but that wouldnt have hurt so bad.
Another cute guy that im attracted to but they arent to me is just the norm for me lately.
Whats truly caused the pain and humiliation tonite is the fact that i know im in control of how i look and how big or small i am. I so wanna be thinner and be able to get the kinda guy i want and i know how to achieve that so whats my problem? Whats it gonna take to get me that motivated again, tonite??
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Strangers
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Posted:Oct 21, 2007 2:23 pm
Last Updated:Nov 19, 2007 10:31 pm
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I was out eating lunch today with some friends and in walks this guy just out of my dreams! He couldnt have been more than 30, 6'2 and 210, shaved head and walked with such confidence **drools** . My friend was in the middle of tellin me a story when he caught my eye, lol she said utoh we have lost her, i bout rolled outta my chair laughing!! So later in the meal he went to the bathroom and my friend said go take his keys off the table and tell him you found em on the floor, i found that to be a lil stalkerish so i said hell ill just sit in his seat lol. Well anyway he was on his way out. She said come on lets go and you can stare at him a lil more , i was up and outta that seat in a flash!!
When at the register paying i mentioned to him just how cute i thought he was. His reply was "why thank you "mam""!! LOL Made me feel sooooo old. He paid and as he walked by me said "you have a great day "mam" lol.
Well i didnt get exactly what i was after but at least i made him smile and i didnt look back later wishing i had said something to him. Stepping outside the box and going after something you want is a great thing, hoepfully soon ill get more of what it is i want . You all play safe and have fun doing it!!!
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Changes
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Posted:Jun 27, 2007 7:47 am
Last Updated:Dec 21, 2007 9:14 am
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I was recently told by one of the first people i met on here (2004) that i have changed a bit. My question was, how so? Im not as open as i once was a lil less forgiving he said. That could possibly be true i spose. I couldnt tell you how many men, women and couples i have met in that time, not a clue! Hundreds i am sure. I can tell you exactly how many men i have slept with and women as well lol. So anyway back to what he said and what i think about it. Less open, well you can only try to get to know so many people and never talk to em again only so much. I dont share "me" as easily as i once did. Yanno the "me" i speak of, the person one truly is on the inside that only a few really and truly know. There are alot of people that know the me i let them see. I have heard many stories about me that i never knew lol. Those stories from the people that never got to know "me" but the me i wanted em to see.
As far as less forgiving goes, well lets see. If its someone that doesnt know me and say we have agreed to meet and they dont show, who gives a shit why forgive just forget. I have given second chances and even a couple third chances, no more and im sure he has heard me more than a time or two bitch about it. So i spose hes right, but dont tell him that hes such an arrogant ass , lol ya know hes gonna read this!!!
My thought on me changing would be this. I know i have opened up and saw way more than i ever would have not being on this site. I have made a few friends, had some great mind blowing sex and some sex thats plain forgettable, or i hope to forget someday . Still searching for my frog but until i find him ill just kiss away and have some fun. For those that think they know me think again and those that truly know me, lucky lucky you !!
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Small world it is........
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Posted:Jun 26, 2007 7:03 am
Last Updated:Feb 16, 2008 2:31 pm
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I had left some friends house around 1130 and really didnt wanna come home yet so i went to my lil bar to see what was happening and who was there. Wandered around said hi to all and ended up by the pool tables talking to a gf of mine and got in the way of this cute lil fella playing pool. He asked me if he could get up on me for a minute and i said hell yea you can . That there started it lol!! Had to be 4 woman flirting with this man that wasnt 5'8 maybe 5'9. He was oh so cute though, dark hair, lil devilish grin and chaps with a cute ass *wow*!! We flirted for a bit, me never dreaming what was gonna happen and who he was. Him and i then proceeded to play a game of pool and made a lil bet on the game ( anyone that knows me knows i suck at pool but its all about having fun and bending over to show your ass off) that i knew i was gonna loose since i had just watched him play another game. I made an oral bet with this man i had just met 30 minutes earlier and well i hadnt really met him, i still didnt know his name but i knew he was fun and cute as hell!!
Keep in mind the title of this story .
We play and he coulda easily beat me i think he was trying to keep the game going and well i lost and bought the man a beer, wondering if our bet was still gonna hold true?? We continued on with flirting and chatting with others and he came over to me kissed me and told me he was gonna collect his bet in a bit, right? I said well of course!! These other woman were just in awe of how well we flirted and carried on with having just met hell even i was a lil thrown off but hell i went with it and kept it going. Gf asked me who he was and if he was married and i said i didnt wanna know so dont ask!! He comes over to me and tells me hes gonna go outside for a few minutes, so i told him i would come to in a minute. Went out opposite doors lol like people didnt know we were leaving together but i try to not be obvious. **rolls eyes**. We sit outside and i asked him how old he was,(30) of course younger than i, go figure! Keep in mind i still dont know his name or anything else about him. He flops his dick out so of course candy in front of a i fondled it, giggles!! I couldnt do it right there in the open, so heres my chance to break my new car in **yippee**!! We crawl into my backseat and with much ado with getting the seats up and such this mans clothes came off and damn his dick belonged on a i think! I do have pics, and i will post one on this blog soon as they are out of my camera . This man was a great kisser and knew just where to touch. I sucked on his dick for a while and he was just so yummy, moaned and held my hair, told me to take it all in, lol thats when i knew he was out of his mind!! I told him i had a hole that would take it thats when he told me to bend over and i said sit down this is my car and ill do the fucking!! Wow this man had a big dick!! I had to eventually let him behind me just to feel it that way as well. We fucked for a while, he had drank too much alcohol and well it was fucking hot, so neither finished
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As we got dressed we talked and thats when i found out he had more than one woman!! Now how many people would say that lol?? Then i knew he had to be part of this lifestyle and had to ask a lil more. Here he thought i was some girl that was just horny if he only knew . So to make this long story over we discovered he lives close to me and goes to some very kinky parties that i have actually been invited to and always declined. I am glad that i had never went, had i and this night wouldnt have ended the way it did. I do hope to see this man again, not in a car! Hes very rough, kinky and alot more BDSM than me so we wouldnt be a good match but just to fuck him one time, **drools**. So there is your small world after all .
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Old friends
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Posted:Feb 25, 2007 12:00 pm
Last Updated:Apr 10, 2008 1:21 am
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What a fun saturday night i had. Went and hung out with some old friends, yanno the kind that u can laugh so hard a beverage spits out your nose and ya nearly p your pants laughing at yourself, yea them kind. Then i got em to the bar and what a blast we had.
Then oh my, this cute ass cowboy walked by and i was like what friends? hehe. After finding out who he was and knowing he was a good guy, i went and showed him my new car . We laughed we talked and then i invited my friends out to join us for a while. Anyone that passes her investigative interview can hang with me lol. Friends left and me and him did a lil kissin and he wanted to leave. Well me being the person i am said hell no! I wont just disappear from the bar without tellin anyone bye, so, i told him that and he said well ok with those cute lil puppy eyes. I assured him i would leave with him but later it was only 11 after all. He agreed to that and for the rest of the night we did our own thing except for a few drools across the room and some discreet walk bys.
I tell you that 6'2 cowboy was easily the cutest man in the bar well cept for steve . When we were both ready to go we went to his place and wow my pussy hurts still. I dont know the last time i have been fucked and eaten that much in a 12 hour period. His bed was so wet we had to go to his other bedroom. Saw the sun come up and took a nap, and woke to him eating my pussy. To look down and see that fine ass man between my legs was a great way to say good morning!! Took us a lil nap again and damn if i didnt wake up the same way cept a finger was in my ass this time and a tongue on my clit.
We hang out at the same bar and i had never spoke to this man but maybe a hi simply because hes so cute i never even dreamed he would be interested in me. Im so glad i took that flirtatious step and tried. So who knows if we will ever see each other again but i can say i will smile when i see him again no matter what!!!
I hope you all had a fun weekend and if you didnt remember you have to put yourself out there and try. Darlin
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Fun?
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Posted:Feb 17, 2007 10:56 am
Last Updated:Feb 16, 2008 2:32 pm
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Is sexual adventure the only fun left in the world? I look, i ask, i try to find someone to go out with me and have some fun. When they find out i cant have sex then they cant have any fun. Ones exact words after told i cant have sex, "why go out then?". Ummmmmm to have fun? I have came to the conclusion there is no fun left in the world, unless sex is involved....**shrugs**. Stays home then!
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Couples
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Posted:Feb 15, 2007 10:46 pm
Last Updated:Aug 16, 2007 10:11 pm
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I have always wondered why on a couples profile are there usually only pics of the woman? Especially the main pic is always the female half. I'm just saying, may be someone that wants in a couple to play with the man more than the woman, why not show him off too??
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Pictures on profiles
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Posted:Jan 27, 2007 10:33 am
Last Updated:Feb 1, 2007 9:21 pm
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A while ago i had been searching through profiles and saw some pics that looked quite familiar, they were me lol on some guys profile i had went out with. Well that was in July of 2005 and well dear friends he still has the same pics on his profile. Go see em i wonder if they help him get women? looking4U26969B would be his handle, everytime i see him online i look and feel special to be the only pics someone has .
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