For as long as I have been with my husband he has requested, what I have heard several other men, to have wanted a <b>three</b>-some with <b>two</b> women. I would just sit a listen to him and laugh. I had heard of my collage friends exploring that life style. I was just new to dating at that time so, I never really tried to explore that way of thinking.

I had a couple different men and boys as dates during my time in college and a couple whom were extremely serious. I was becoming less and less serious about being in relationships after being in <b>three</b> by <b>three</b> different "boys".
When I met my future husband I was sleeping around with guys just because, I felt it was the only way to have a relationship.

He was younger then I had ever thought I would be with. We started off just like all the other relationships I was having then, purely sexual. I was knowing it was wrong to let "men" treat me this way but, I just could not figure how to do have a real relationship.

After our first night he met me at work, Walt Disney World, with a rose and an apology. I will never forget that day and that feeling. We then talked about the events of my life. He then guided me back to the right way I should feel.

Until now I wonder if I think i am curious about being with a lady due to his continue requests or because I am. We have posted ourselves on the site several times before and have spoken to others but, were not really successfully on meeting others in person.

Until this time I have met <b>two</b> wonderful couples whom are ready but, willing to wait. They talk to me often. I have even met a couple and a women. I have been shopping with one and out dancing with another. We all hope to met as couple for a swap if I can do that. The wait is for my husband he is deployed and I can not loss him to my previous events, thoughts and feelings.

I am having trouble with <b>two</b> thoughts right now I assume I will get over. One being I do not really want to "share" my husband and the other being I do not know if I can "share" myself with a man. They are just thoughts and nerves. I assume several women may feeling that way even if they do not admit to it openly.

Lately, I feel I need to the experience. I hope in some ways to do so before my husband returns. That way if it does not happen he will always have the fantasy.

One of the ladies I met said she will be over this weekend we will see from there.
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