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Been a long time and...
Posted:Feb 18, 2020 11:20 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 7:49 pm
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...nothing has changed. Made the mistake of watching live camgirls and found three of the most incredible women. Like salt in a gaping wound.. I still have no clue, and doubt I will. Time is running out. (Funerals are no help for mood)
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Really wonder why it is.
Posted:Sep 29, 2015 11:27 am
Last Updated:Sep 29, 2015 1:09 pm
4524 Views

I recently moved to Virginia, and so far seems to be as much a social failure as Oregon, and have no plans of going back. SO WHY THE FUCK in the last 24 hours am i getting so many BS views from Oregon? What fucked up algorithm, or programme code, keeps pulling in views from people in an area that is 3000 miles away from me? My page is bad enough that it keeps showing JoyZee and Dela-where?, but cross-country?????

Anyone have any way to enlighten me on this? Not that i am being flooded with views and too many offers, but the Oregon shit has to stop
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Naughty stuff to watch...Yeah or Nay/
Posted:Apr 7, 2015 9:26 pm
Last Updated:Apr 8, 2015 9:09 pm
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Tried to word this to get across what i am wondering about it. When i was younger i did not care much for what kind. Was exposed to relatively regular porn, for males anyway. Nothing fetish or sausage fests. These days, though my general tastes have expanded some, i find myself becoming picky. There are some from years ago that might have revved me up, but now may only "work" if i really dig one of the participants. Otherwise, need more specific things. Ok, less on one, sometimes seeing some of the monstrous cocks punching cervices or colons gets old. There are a number of other things i might have liked that now loses some of their allure.

Anyway, even though it is a business in the billions, does it really do anything for a lot of people? If answering, would be nice to explain the choice and if there are any particulars (ie straight/bi/gay/ts/&c. only, only couples, only solo, only groups of 3 or more, specific genre[s]....)that modify or clarify your answer.

I may not be as clear on this one as other polls. I kind of grew out of the fact that lately some things do not do it for me any more. Others might do something, but only if my mood is open to it. I have had some i really hope would do something and no interest grew out of it. The last few days, one of the few that works is oral creampie/swallow, but facial or bukkake don't. Next week maybe different. One constant is that i prefer natural (preferably positive) reactions. Hate the fake noises and exclamations, especially if you can tell the person does not really look into it.
Yes
Yes-with some exceptions
Take it or leave it
No-but some like instructional are useful
No
Abhor it
Yes-but mood dependent
No-but absolutely no problem if others watch, even you are there when they do
Missed one
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My Mind Meandered
Posted:Oct 15, 2014 9:36 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 7:49 pm
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Decided to ignore chat radio and listened to music, same songs i often listen to. My mind wondered and daydreaming commenced. Started making a story and the songs were a kinda soundtrack. Probably my usual melodramatic, kinda Goth side flexing its muscles. Dunno if i even want to bother putting it down or let it fade in memory. Part of this is to just keep a note somewhere in case i find a decision. Just dunno if it affected me because of my own lack of a life these year, or just that part of me has gotten softer. Beats the CD i skipped and re-arranged the song order to get a tone/concept out of it.
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Uhhh
Posted:Oct 15, 2014 3:52 am
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 7:49 pm
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Another day and worried that falling into the same pattern. Made one long winded response in a poll. Made a few short ones, not sure if any real brains behind them. Worn out. Started to stare at the blogs and polls hoping something might happen, a change for the better....a breakthrough...High of the night and one of the interests i had, but knew i would never and nothing would happen, found someone. One more disappointment that is one less disappointment to be had.
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Not going to
Posted:Oct 14, 2014 3:41 am
Last Updated:Nov 3, 2014 4:02 pm
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Read things and am agitated, but not going to remark or comment. Doubt it would achieve much or penetrate. Neither Fawlty Towers nor Walking Dead enough to pull me out of it. Will just try and sleep and just hope dreams aren't the usual.

One more of the thousands of reasons being single is lame, not even someone to talk to and get it out of the system.
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Quick site activity poll
Posted:Oct 12, 2014 10:48 pm
Last Updated:Nov 3, 2014 4:04 pm
7557 Views

I noticed one when i missed a click and hit the link for who i viewed and saw a lot of profiles i know i have never viewed. Makes me wonder if some of the views of me are BS. I even remember reading a few profiles that mention that that people say they viewed them and didn't.

Please leave a comment if you have anything to add.
Certain everyone who viewed me did
Not so sure, but not concerned
Viewed everyone the site says i viewed
DID not view everyone on that list
Someone contacted you thinking you viewed them, and you did not
If contactor, or contactee, did you ever report it?
If reported, did you ever recieve a reply?
2 Comments , 5 votes
The Femme orgasm debate continues....
Posted:Oct 8, 2014 4:22 pm
Last Updated:Nov 3, 2014 5:18 pm
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Been debating posting one of my typical gloom, reminiscence posts but read a news article that had be head scratching.

It stated that women cannot have separate orgasms (ie vaginal vs clitoral) and vaginal stimulation cannot produce one. Also, the study found that most women who cannot orgasm tend to have small clits that are also to far from the vaginal opening.

Not going to wade in with personal/egotistical accounts. Just odd that i have known people who respond to all kinds of different thing. Have one friend who could orgasm just by audio or visual stimuli; or, clitoral stimulation but not vaginal only.

Been labouring over how detailed a poll to make, and not even sure any one will participate. Comments are cool if an answer tends to not be specific enough, or is a good, not perfect fit (no pun intended). Will not say that this is a "women only" poll, but if a male wishes to respond, i have 2 requests: 1) no egotistic votes, if you are certain hat she did. 2) Please at least leave a note that you are male and, provide some context (not to be lurid, but some kind of evidence and not something copied from Penthouse Letters). Ran out of space for male not able to cause orgasm. Not sure from ego stand point if one would point it put in comments, but who knows. Someone may be able to help.

"Cums" down to what people really know they have experienced. I sometimes get the feeling that either some scientists are too narrowly focused and insist that someone is lying or fooling themselves. Or, is it that people are fooling themselves, but as long as they get theirs who cares if their is a legit physiological reason. May also comment to explain how/when for people. I knew a woman, not that way, who refused to ever tell a guy what she liked and how she liked it to be done. Her mentality was she would rather be denied and irritated at no orgasm, than instruct and enjoy. Never understood that.

This is not going to be any scholastic, true research, exercise. Mainly really curious since their seem sot be the constant see-saw battle over women and orgasms. Will not be published or linked anywhere except Couples Dating. Since i have no social or sex life, at least i can reminisce and also live vicariously. If anyone has anything to add, please do.
___________

*-not meant to be offensive, but sure that some may have a lack of experience that can muddle things a bit.Also, a catch all for anyone not fitting any of the more specific statements.

**- basically, sex toys or other instrument. Please note in comments if you can, specifics like type and powered or not would be helpful. Also includes clitoral only stimulation. (ie grinding can be as/more orgasmic than any penetration). May also include the spontaneous "moment" that just happens.

***- Please specify. Also this is sans any help from toys.

^'- May include applying certain angles, thrust patterns (going ballistic, Mav), or pressures like pushing on the pubic mound.
Female-have orgasmed, as far as you know*
Female-never orgasmed*
Female-orgasmed, but not from penetration of any kind (anal or vaginal)
Female- ", but only from non-penile penetration**
Female- ", only from penile penetration (vaginal and/or anal)***
F- synergy of stimuli (ie multiple stimulation, but none individually)
F- squirter (please specify method[s])
M- Provided "O" without penis.
M' " penis only^
M- must be a mix.
0 Comments , 5 votes
Nuttin' New
Posted:Jun 17, 2014 4:26 am
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 7:49 pm
8057 Views

You know it is a fucked up day when......

Watched an episode of Topless Prophet. Started thinking about last trip to a strip club and how i felt. Never been to one in this area. Felt a combo of depressed and agitated. Felt some of the same even watching a porn.

Sometimes my dreams still allow me to not feel so single, 'til i wake up anyway.
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Kinda weird fear...
Posted:Mar 3, 2014 11:17 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 7:49 pm
8258 Views

....for some reason, i fear that i will see my ex-fiance on here. Dunno why. She was never into much of the stuff offered here, since she is married. I even fear it more than if family members were on here.

Does anyone else ever have this problem?

What would you do/feel if they were and you saw them with someone else?

My mind, go figure.
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Valentine's ????
Posted:Feb 14, 2014 4:16 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 7:49 pm
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You suck. Yes i am jealous because i have no one to enjoy today. Thanks to everyone who did not rub it in. Girrr to anyone who did. Though, do you really need a holiday(s) to tell you to appreciate that special someone. Really?! Take it from a lonely SOB, let 'em know everyday. Tell 'em that you do not need this to remind you. You will not let marketers tell you that presents/cards/candy need to be given on that particular day. You reserve the right to give them when you damn well please. tell them to not be upset because they will get them when they are there to make a snowy (or rainy) day warmer. Give them on a Sunny day for making the day brighter. Give them on sad days so no one feels alone, and give them on happy days because they share it with you.

Fuck the commercial crap.

One real kicker for me is that my ex-fiancée, of so long ago, has her birthday on the 18th. I mourn i am not there to wish her a Happy One. Last time i did, and i wanted to try and be friends, resulted in the Big Goodbye. One of the few things that helps me survive is trying to be angry at her, but anger is exhausting and a whole day of it is nearly impossible. She would pull a Charlie Brown on me every V's by saying we do not need to get anything, show it on any other, generic day. Every year i she gave me somethng, and i had to scramble to not feel the ass. C'est le Guerre.
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Toy based never rains, but pours.
Posted:Feb 14, 2014 4:04 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 7:49 pm
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Being the pathetical type bachelor i am, i do sometimes get a variety of toys to ease my suffering. Today, i had all my naughty toys arrive and trying to decide where to start. One needing batteries i do not have on hand may decide part of it. I am debating trying to use other toys together, will see if brave enough, or just try and enjoy them (I hope) one at a time and then maybe be creative later.

On top of that, i have some of the ethernet cables i needed for my new Router. When i get that set. I then have to decide how i want to arrange my other e-toys so that my new PS4 can feel the love.

At least i have no plans for Valentine's to waste time. Ummmmm, i think that could be a good waste of time................FUCK!
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Porn rant
Posted:Feb 3, 2014 5:54 pm
Last Updated:Nov 3, 2014 4:02 pm
8865 Views

Another rant i have to put here because of the consternation that would result if i posted in a mainstream social site.

I am not prudish, i watch porn. My tastes have varied through the years and recently have kind of locked down to a few genre types i watch. Recently, one of the newsgroups from which i get some content has had a flood of porn (ironically mixed with Disney stuff). I did watch some but found most of them irritated me.

My oldest gripe is, if it serves partly as a fantasy extension, what is with the cocks that would make a feel inadequate. One clip, the woman bled from her vagina after insertion. How is this cool or sexy? Since most males are not built that way, so why hire bigger and bigger men? i know some women watch, but i can bet that they are not chosen to make women happy.

i also get tired of the gagging, gargling mouth fuck. It is one thing to hear the swishy sounds of dick going in and out of the mouth, but it's another when the person sounds like they are about hurl. I have seen so many which have gagging and salivary glands going apeshit; then, they slip into the pussy (when applicable) and it looks like they are bone dry. Did the blowjob de-hydrate them, or does the holy of holies need to get a gag reflex?

This ties into some of the moneyshots. Full disclosure, i tend to go for creampie videos and can treat this part in that light. Maybe i am too considerate, but i get annoyed by the facials. Is there some prohibition against nutting in a mouth? Is there something wrong, if pulling out, with hitting another part of the anatomy getting splooged?

There are many more, but i cannot think of all of them right now. Also, is a bit difficult to comment on acts i have not experienced to gauge a reaction or not.

Feel free to comment if you want.
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