Savory Dance Part 1
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Posted:Feb 4, 2021 11:06 am
Last Updated:Mar 31, 2021 4:09 am
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Please forgive the apparent repeated postings last night. This site was glitching hardcore. I will get it all cleared off soon.
I am just sitting down now write a bit, having driven my husband around. He prefers that I drive him, he really isn't able much anymore. So I do what needs be done. I do this without any anger, or pity. This is just the journey my life has taken. Now he is asleep, which is normal also.
As for me, I am okay. I have the house keep up and the animals as well as my husband. But oh sometimes my mind drifts off into a wonderfully erotic land were no one is in pain and is just bliss.
would be a man desperately wanted me. Me as I am, scars, wrinkles, rolls, cellulite, ets. He would just find me as a erotic diva that he had make love too. would be some old fashioned romance. Tantalizing teasing, playing, enticing. The type of thing that makes you softly bit your bottom lip because you want to savor every moment.
You can always tell if a man is really into you, or you will do because he is desperate for sex. Or perhaps he is just into a certain role you might play in his fantasy. Don't get me wrong, I am all about fulfilling someone else fantasy as long as the do the back. Its like I have now learned that I am not giving head if it hasn't been done me first. I have needs too, we all do.
So anyway would be candles, music, setting the atmosphere. He would be wearing cologne because that is a huge turn on for me. Of course he would take his time, kissing me deeply, taking off my clothes, enjoying my body. Giving me a massage, which would lead into his fingers brushing my hood. Making me arch my back and sigh, this time he would run his fingers down my dewy moist slit, then tasting it with his lips. Massaging my very large breasts, making my stomach glisten with oil. I would try and cover up and he would insist in loving all of me. drizzling oil now onto my woman hood. Marveling at my puffy lips and my clit that is just starting to harden.
In my mind I am begging him to rub my clit. The oil feel good but a bit cool. I want him to touch me. He leans down and kisses me deeply again, while slipping his fingers inside me, and his thumb is gently rubbing my clit. He can feel me swelling, he can feel how tight I am. Slowly he is fingering me, taking his time. Knowing it is killing me because I want to cum all over his hands.
Suddenly he stops, looks deep into my blue eyes and licks his fingers telling me how good I taste.
Do you want me to finish this?
Comment to show me please.
Ann
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Spring is Coming, are you?
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Posted:Feb 4, 2021 2:22 am
Last Updated:Feb 5, 2021 9:16 am
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I love spring time, I can feel my inner soul becoming more and more excited. This is my first spring here in North Carolina. I was really prepared when we moved, I didn't realize the temps would get low enough in the winter to kill off my flowers.
See we moved from Florida though I am born and raised in Wyoming. Spent my first 50 years in Wyoming. Beautiful, love being able to see for miles and miles. Miss seeing the abundant wildlife especially the deer and antelope everywhere. Miss seeing the buffalo, etc. But I do not miss the very harsh desolate winters, with the wind howling and chilling you to your bones. Or the very high altitude which can make it harder to breathe.
So anyway, I am extremely excited to get planting. My husband found this planting guide for the zone here. I will be pouring over the college extension for information and designing a hopefully staged blooming of plants to complete the whole season well into the fall. I am also wanted my husband and I to figure out a way to make some raised beds. We know how to, it is just me welding the hammer instead of him. But I am sure my neighbor will help too.
I cant tell you how it makes me feel to work with the soil. Nothing like it in the world really.
Are you excited about spring wherever you are?
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Basic Human Need
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Posted:Feb 4, 2021 1:57 am
Last Updated:Feb 4, 2021 1:59 am
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So as you can see it is 4:30 here and I am having trouble sleeping. Nothing really out of the normal for me. I can't actually remember the last time I slept thru the night. Every since I was a , that is the way I have been. I get that from my grandmother, being a night owl.
Normally I would go into my art studio, but on my headphones, blast some music and work. But my art studio which will actually be here in my bedroom is now where nearly set up. My art supplies are still buried. The movers literally thru most of our items into the two rooms. Sadly some of my paintings have been damaged beyond repair, a few I can fix.
When I discovered what they had done, it felt like they had taken a shit on my work. Part of my soul is in each piece, and to treat them like that. My artwork has gotten us thru some hard times financially. I will sell certain pieces when I need too. I was very proud of that fact, still am.
So right now I do not have that outlet, perhaps that is why I joined this site again. One does get lonely. Sexually, emotionally, intellectually, just deprived. Hungry like you are gasping for air. I just need to remember that I need to protect my heart, perhaps even harden it a bit in order to survive.
We are all on this site out of loneliness, or most of us are. We all seek some attention. There is nothing wrong with that at all. Don't let anyone make you feel like it is wrong wanting a little of their time .
It's a basic human need.
Ann
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Communication Skills
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Posted:Feb 3, 2021 10:36 am
Last Updated:Feb 3, 2021 10:39 am
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To me communication is very important, because if no true ongoing interest is shown, interests begin to wane.
Now don't get me wrong, no one can sit and text, Im, email or whatever your means are constantly. Even leaving comments on my posts mean alot. But if you notice that there is less and less true communication perhaps the interest isn't really there.
Maybe since you are no longer new to that person, or something else has their attention. But you can tell, you search to ask them about their day, their life, what is going on. But they are not really asking or showing the same back. The once exciting chats dont seem to happen. All the sudden they are incredibly busy all the time.
Face it, they just really arent curious about how your day has gone, how you are.
Yes it hurts, because you are invested in this person. You though they were equally invested. But it is what it is. Not everyone is going to be very keen to keep getting to know you for more then sex.
I believe a friendship grows forever, but it does take a small of commitment and communication. The lack of communication is the downfall to most all relationship in any form. We all have seen it with friends even in our childhood.
It always takes two, both caring and sharing. I am bad about always being there for other people. Asking how things are going, trying to be a good friend, but I would love to have the same done for me.
It is all in the reaching out. Is there something there or emptiness in the darkness?
Ann
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Every Body Is Beautiful No Matter What
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Posted:Feb 2, 2021 10:15 am
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2021 8:15 am
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This is entirely my opinion, but I think you can really tell alot about what type of body a man likes his favorite photos. I often look at a profile and then check to see what type of photos he is liking. Is it a mix of large women and skinnier women. It is many just thin women. Does he seem to like only women around his area? To me then he is trolling. Perhaps hoping to get noticed some of these women.
Can't blame you men. I think it depends on if that man is into plus size ladies, or prefers thinner ladies. Looking just in his area, well tells me he is hoping that one of them will notice that he thinks they are sexy. More power to him, it is a pretty smart move. But some men are truly just seeing a sexy lady living wherever and enjoying her form. God Bless you for that.
God Bless the men who truly do worship us large ladies that do not have the standard forms. That have rolls, valleys, hills, etc. Nothing like it to me when you do have a man who loves us BBWs. You can tell the way he looks at you and touches you. He loves the way you look, and feels and taste too.
We are all different and all beautiful in our own way.
Ann
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A Tough Day
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Posted:Feb 1, 2021 11:29 pm
Last Updated:Feb 3, 2021 9:18 am
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Today just seemed like a hard day. Not sure if it was the weather or just me feeling very unsettled. Ever get that feeling that something just isnt right, doesn't add up. I hate that because I am usually right, even if I am told I am not. Later on it will come out that I was.
I think I am just so afraid of being hurt again. I have been really hurt in the past by men. My husband himself, he cheated on me ago with one of my best friends. I have had a hard time trusting females since then too. So now you more about why he gave em permission to have one lover. Then we were separated headed towards divorce and I was involved with this fireman who had me and my girls move all the way to Oregon. Got there only to find out that he was not separated at all from his wife, and to boot took off with over $2000 of my . Which was all I had. Had some other men really just hurt me, and the last one was my lover for over 7 . He made promise not see anyone else. Well guess what? Found out that all along he was seeing someone else. It would have been fine if he had been honest with me. But lie and ignore for weeks at a time, then come around all lovey dovey. So now you know why it had been almost 7 before I was with a man again. But I am praying this does not turn out be where I get hurt again. I do not know if I could take that right now with everything going on in my life.
So anyway got up early this morning, was hoping spend a bit of time in a bit of conversation....... Got my husband dressed after I bathed him. Got our meds and some granola for breakfast. I needed take him some different places. Got his glasses fixed, prescriptions picked up. My doctor put me back on a steroid inhaler to help my lungs. Stopped by Sam's club and got some sushi for us for lunch.
Took a nap after lunch, I tire more easily with this heart issue going on. I guess now I allow myself to admit that it is taking alot out of me to do normal chores etc. They still have to be done, but I am allowing myself a little more rest. Did some work, then needed to take all my lasix that require me to stay in the bedroom since it is many many trips to relieve myself.
Oh did sit and talk with my neighbor, gave her the Christmas gifts that I had for my and grandkids. I know things are very hard for them, and she started crying. Telling how very nice I am and she has never met anyone so giving like me. I almost cried with her. She is such a nice lady, glad she is our neighbor. We live in a area that has been hit very hard by tough times, but things are looking up.
Made dinner, then came back to the bedroom again. Was hoping that maybe now would be a little time to just chat but he did not sadly. I just wanted to see how he was and talk to him some. I feel scared, find myself crying way too much. I cant believe my life is the way it is right now, and I just need to be able to turn things around. Remember when you could simply make yourself better or fake it really well. I am not nearly ready to sit in a chair with oxygen and wish I had done things.
I know everyone is busy with their won agendas and lives, but I feel like I am coming lose at the seams here. I feel like I am losing control and going to crash head first. I just need to be able to talk to someone who cares. To listen to how petrified I am right now. I feel like I am failing at everything and time is going by way too fast. I am tired of telling everyone that I am fine when I am not at all. That I just want to cry, make it all go away. I want my husband to be able to be the big strong man he used to be. I want to be able to count on him like I did for years. I want to be able to have some escapism, understanding and caring. None of the family really cares, so it is my husband and I. I know if I am not careful I will end up in the hospital again. That is not something I can do because last time I spent a week in ICU, 6 months ago. When I got out, you should have seen how bad the house was. I was up the next morning doing dished though I wasn't supposed too. Nothing had been done at all, wading thru trash and dirty clothes, rotting food etc.
Anyway I know this is long guys and I am sorry. I just have no one really to talk to or seems to have the time to even really ask. Pain use, scared - hell yes.
Oh but in my mind I am beautiful once more. I am being made love to and the man thinks my body is wonderful. He kisses me all over and whisper sweet love in my ear as he slowly enters me. In my mind I am able to do anything and not fight for enough air.
Ann
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Ode Well Past
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Posted:Feb 1, 2021 11:05 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 3:31 am
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My body feels so very taxed,
Overwhelmed by the demands.
Dreaming of the pure white sands,
Stretching out for the hollow lands.
Cried enough tears fill the oceans,
Plenty more threatening escape again.
Aching feel some kind of caring shown,
Even if it were for a few true moments.
But just another memory of stained sheets,
A incomplete encapsulation of yesteryear.
Longing once again feel beautiful and desired,
Instead of a conveniently a easy escape.
Let dream of times that a lover ravaged my body,
Each time the desire built higher and higher of insane desire.
Oh feel that kind of true passion and being wanted,,
Talking and sharing, laughing and loving long ago.
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Savor Each Orgasm
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Posted:Jan 31, 2021 11:23 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 3:31 am
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I think every woman enjoy the same thing about a man, his taking his time and not being in a rush. We want those lingering deep kisses. We want see the passion, feel the passion, be the passion.
Men please slow it down some. Please cup our face, kiss slowly, with passion. None of this pointy tongue kind of darty bit. Relax your tongue and lips. A nice deep kiss with lots of tongue. Just like you are for your woman. Think about when you used fantasize about making out. You would take your time. Soft little kisses on her neck, for me especially the nape of my nec
Treat us like you are so happy be near us, enjoy our bodies. Don't go and just touch our hot zones. Build that fire within us, we dont have off and on buttons. trail your fingers all along the body, between the breasts, all of the chest. Make her feel like she is the most beautiful woman there is. You can tell her too, that never hurts.
Let her lay back, tell her to relax, make love to her. All of us ladies like that for sure. Kiss all around our erogenous zone. Soft little kisses and licks, like working your way to the center. Men, now for the love of God, please learn to eat pussy really well. Do not act like you are afraid to do a full out lic Again none of this pointy darty shit please. Relax your tongue. Lick her pussy, just lick you would a very juicy peach that is dripping with juices. Gently suck on the clic Do not be afraid slowly add a finger or into both holes.
A man who really knows how to eat pussy well and loves it, is worth his weight in gold ten times over. You will have her saying yes to anything. I know I would.
Now when it comes to have intercourse, again men, slow it down. There isnt a race. If you are having trouble getting it in, think of different positions, because there are all kinds and there is bound to be one that will wor If you are missionary, rubbing her clit really helps too. Nice slow strokes to begin with, she will tell you when to speed up.
Have fun, talk about what is working and what doesnt. Keep the lines of communication open. Everyone has time to stop for a few minutes and say a couple of words.
Ann
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The Sex Machine
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Posted:Jan 31, 2021 11:02 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 3:31 am
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So I am here to do another adult toy review for you guys. This time this is a pretty new one for me.
It is on the AUXFUN Sex Machine Love Machine. Now i have had a Hand held sex machine before that was impossible for one person to ever operate and was a big waste of . This beauty came in yesterday, I ordered it from Amazon. Talked it over with my husband and he was all for me getting this. Figures it is safer for me to be here home, hence he worries way too much.
Unboxed it very quickly yesterday but waited to play with it until today. To my surprise my husband was very eager to help with this whole thing. We actually had a very good time and I am not going to lie, it felt good to have him touching me after so long. He knows my body better then anyone else and knows just how to touch my clit, what to say when, etc.
I selected a med size toy. The kit came with 5 different penile torpedoes with it. Lined up the machine gun (Is what the machine looks like), and made sure the toy was in me. It has a nice dial on a controller that you or your partner can control. Thing is I am very tight and if you slide it most the way in, well it was kind of stuck there, seriously. So we switched to the smallest torpedo and that worked much better. It is good as a up and I think if you worked it, it would make you .
Both female and male could use this toy. You can set the arm to do about 4 different positions, all kinds of speeds. Easy to assemble and light weight. Has suction cups on the bottom of each foot, so it is versatile . They suggest that if you need lube, use condoms. I actually like to use condoms on my toys, just is cleaner.
So I would say this toy is a . Doesn't take the place of the human touch of course. Nothing will ever do that. But it is always ready when you are, and it help when you just cant sleep because you are so horned up.
I do love playing with toys, but I think I need a toy box now.
Ann
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Intimacy and Aging
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Posted:Jan 31, 2021 12:45 am
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2021 8:13 am
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Sitting here tonight thinking about the stages of life itself, aging, bodies changing for us all.
Let's face it, most of us do not have near the bodies we used too. Not if you are in my age bracket. We are seeing things sag in ways we did not know were possible. Wrinkles, more gray hairs. It certainly does not make us feel terribly sexy to anyone. That within itself can and does play a large part in our confidence and self esteem. It takes a certain air of maturity to still carry yourself with some kind of pride.
Take me for instance, I have some health issues going on. That does not make me feel sexy in any manner. I am overweight, but always have been for the most part. So I certainly have to be with some one appreciates women in many forms. Luckily I am with a wonderful man who is very understanding and kind. I also have a anxiety issues. I hate driving on the interstate and will start to have a panic attack. That happened the other day and i had to have a talk with myself, and get it under control .
But this is the beautiful part if life, We can all still be intimate in some way as long as the desire is there. If you are a man perhaps on a given time you find you cant maintain a erection for whatever reason. Dont give up, try a cock ring , perhaps you need a little porn playing [hey it turns me on]. Maybe you need to switch up the scenario, or are just tired that day. A prostate massage can give you a wonderful strong orgasm and you do not need to be hard for that at all. So many things to try, and this is why they make toys, but you will have to wait for my nest post to read that.
Point is, do not give up. A nice massage still feels good to most people. Maybe you are just going to be cuddling, and that suffices. But when intimacy is stopped within a relationship is where the real downfall is. My spouse has always had trouble expressing his feelings for me. Not when we first got together but anymore. He just cant seem to open up, we were just talking about this. That makes this marriage rather lonely at time. But it is what it is, and I have my pet who is wonderfully open. So it completes that circle as it is.
Please forgive me if this post is kind of rambling. I have taken my muscle relaxers, so feeling a bit spacey.
Never stop expressing your feelings or desires
Ann
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The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly
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Posted:Jan 28, 2021 7:58 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 3:31 am
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It's been a very stressful day indeed. What I thought would turn out in being fine and my husband getting the start of some medical help was very different.
They wouldn't and couldn't see my husband because he has been ill. We understand that but how is one get help for the common cold now, especially if you are new the area and do not have a established primary doctor. So he was rescheduled.
I thought mine would be the normal concerns over the blood pressure, if I had another kidney infection, etc. Oh and the diabetes, always keep that in mind. Well my new doctor kind of hit with a teetering wave or bricks that I kind of knew was worsening, but did not really want face. Yes the ole Congestive Heart Failure folks along with the Chronic Kidney Disease Stage 3. Okay I knew back in June when I almost died that there with issues. And I have been following the diabetic eating plan so closely. My numbers are great, but the edema, has gotten worse. My energy is very low, and I exhaust easily when walking etc. I thought I just needed get the water off and all would be well.
So alot more test, Cardiologist, Nephrologist, Endocrinologist, and probably some others. I wanted get out more, lol. Good thing my lover understands and is there for as well as my husband. I am very lucky have both.
I had my cry, I had my tacos, and now I am ready carry on and fight the good fight and overcome!
March!
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Giving The What On What's Up
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Posted:Jan 27, 2021 10:45 pm
Last Updated:Jan 28, 2021 8:38 am
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I debated tonight, on if I would do a blog or not. But I didn't write last night, and I do love expressing myself.
Relationships on here can turn into many things. Friends, friends with benefit, love affairs, or perhaps you are more into the kink world. What ever it is, as long as all consenting adults are happy, and in agreement.
As you recall, I have made mention of my pet, my lover. It is a blooming relationship, with beautiful fragrant flowers. So at this time I am not going to see anyone else, unless we mutually decide to with another person/s,
I and we are still always happy make more friends, and hopefully the groups in this state will start moving once again. Attending lifestyle parties and events are so much fun and that is where you can make local friends.
Life is beautiful and slippery when wet LOL
Ann
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Riding the Tides
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Posted:Jan 26, 2021 2:26 am
Last Updated:Jan 26, 2021 10:37 pm
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Whew, omg omg omg, pant pant pant.
Every once in awhile you can get on a pretty good roll of climax while masturbating. Tonight was one of those night for . See I haven't even been to bed yet.
I have a variety of toys, I enjoy toys. I have a new favorite which is a double vibrating thingy ma bob. It vibrates inside and also on my clit. So I slid part of it in, the other part is on my clit. I sit on it and it has a remote control. So I kind of ride it. Fantastic if you are thinking of a certain someone and the things you both would like to do to each other and with each other.
I have a great imagination so if I turn on a parn with the sounds they turn me on further. Pretty soon you are rocking and moaning and climaxing up a storm.
Still not like being with a man, but you take what you have at hand and go with it. Soon enough I hope to experience the real deal.
Okay, keep it quiet back there,
Dontcha know people are trying to sleep.
Ann
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