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Oliver Sacks and me
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Oliver Sacks and me I am a recent covid survivor, as of today (Feb 1, 2021) cut loose the MA state covid team just days ago. I have all the "factors of vulnerability" except for asthma and being Black, and I was convinced that I was going to be on a ventilator Day 4 and dead Day . Instead, be sure, I was miserable for 2 weeks, and had a fever that just wouldn't quit for several days, but I came out of it with just "residual" problems that I am aware of. One is sluggish bowels. That one's been reported lots of survivors. But my other residual is unique, as far as I can tell. And that's where the reference Oliver Sacks comes in. https://www..com/Man-Who-Mistook-His-Wife/dp/9078 Sacks was a neurologist who wrote case histories of people who had neurological events, usually traumas to the head, that changed their personalities. I think that my course of covid has left with a pretty benign "Sacksian" residual that is actually why I reaffiliated with Couples Dating. I came out of my covid<b> obsessed </font></b>with eating pussy. Initially, that was "obsessed" like a zombie might be for eating your brains, or the way my cat gets when a bird gets trapped on the porch. It was all I could think about for a few days! I am a bi married man. We opened our marriage for my MM needs in 2003, and then my wife wanted a boyfriend, so the marriage opened on her end in late 2007 as well. As we tell those who ask, though, "we are open, not swingers." We have pursued those interests separately and have never had any interest in what I hear referred here as "the lifestyle," playing as a couple with other couples. And I anticipated wearing out my poor wife's "kitty" with my new-found obsessional interest. And that's and large why I re-joined this site, thinking like a bi man in search of NSA... lol in retrospect, I wasn't making very good decisions right after the covid, I should have waited a few days longer, her kitty was made for many good lickings and keeps on ticking. Umm, keeps on purring. The even bigger "Oliver Sacks" reset of my brain's hard wiring is, I am interested only in women of a certain age, as they say, in my case, 45 or 50 or older. I hope and pray God that that "reset" lasts! My big question now is, is this reset going last, or will it just disappear one day? When I was in school in the 70s, my dad woke up one day find that his sense of smell/ taste had just disappeared. He went and saw a specialist, who didn't have an explanation or remedy offer. And then one day a few later, just as mysteriously, his senses returned... is that going happen my wish be the most cunning linguist in the world? I mean, it's only weeks in, so who knows... But with regard Couples Dating, my is already for a 3 month tour, and novelty still has its own special joys... who knows, maybe someone will take me up on my search? But I had also forgotten, guys in search of available women on Couples Dating, far, far from "priceless," more like flies circling the punch bowl. And the few women who "get" NSA sex, they don't want an average hung guy just shy of Social Security age anyway, they want young studs. Oh well. |
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