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August already???????  

Eviloutlaw1 62M
4436 posts
8/12/2007 9:27 am

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10/13/2007 2:46 am

August already???????


My time flies when your stuck at work all the time. Seems I'm missing the summer again. It always happens like that, working all the time I never get to go out and do the fun things of summer.
I did go to the beach once....just did a walk about though. A first date thing really. Met a woman on another site that I belong too. We met and played a couple of games of pool at a local bar, and to get to know each other a little better took a walk around the Perry Monument, then sat and chatted some at a picnic table. Well, we did more than chat. No, we didn't put on a show for the vacationing families if that's what you were thinking. Though we did do some kissing and lots of hugging. She's a nice woman and I've seen her a few times since then, out to movies and dinner, or second date got a little wilder, still it felt like I was back in high school again, getting each other all worked up and having to go before anything really happened. Our third date she spent the night at my place, the fourth date we spent at her place. That hurdle overcum, we're settling in to a relationship now. Calling or emailing each other once a day. That sort of thing. She's separated at present, her who's 20something shares the apartment with her. He's a nice , did the protective thing the last time I was over there (the time I spent the night) But I think he realizes that his mom is human, and suffers from the condition as well as most of us do, that being we get horny from time to time. Thing is she doesn't now about my membership on this site, or if she does hasn't said anything about it.

I'm in a quandary if I should tell her or not? On the one hand I want to be honest and open about myself, on the other I don't want to risk killing the budding relationship with startling revelations, like my having been with couples, or other males. The females I'm pretty sure she's hip on that point. She knew I wasn't a priest when we started talking, as judging from her reaction when we had sex last week, knows I didn't get that good by myself. Still, she seems a bit vanilla so far, and I must admit I do like the taste of vanilla, sort of missed it really.

An odd thing did happen on our last date though, we were watching a movie, the latest one on DVD about that boy wizard, (funny movie by the way I'd recommend it to anyone who likes a bit of fantasy and a good laugh) Anywho, it was her copy of the movie, and having seen it she got up during and started rummaging through her hall closet, no biggie I thought..though I was a bit awkward as we had been cuddling and petting while we were watching it. (sort of felt like when someone opens a outside door in the middle of a winter storm, that cold empty feeling you get) With the movie almost done I figured we were heading off to her room next, so it struck me that I might have done something or said something wrong, to my surprise she came back with what she had been looking for, her camera..and a new roll of film....Ok, I'm thinking, she was sending the signals that we would adjourn to her bed in a few, now she's loading her camera? Now I've been in a few candid shots, if you seen my profile you know this, and those of you who I know well know I don't mind photos taken (some of you still have some loaded on disc that they're afraid of up loading to their computer to send me copies..not mentioning any names her though. LO Well she sat there loading the thing and checking the buttons and knobs and such, and said Yeah, I'm sort of a nut when it comes to photos...as it turns out her flash wasn't working...so I never did find out exactly what she had in mind. But I had the distinct impression she wanted more than the usually smile and watch the birdie shots type of picture.

I guess it's just me, but when I'm in a relationship with a woman and we haven't met through a site like this one it's hard to judge what it is and where it's all going. I mean if it's not hot sweaty groping from the start, I get confused as how to act with her. Should I be bold and suggest the outrageous? (Hey, lets get out the rubber sheets and ketchup and pretend we're french fries) Or do I act the prim and proper guy and just let her lead me but the hand as to where she wants to go with it? It's confusing to say the least. At any rate, I'd have loved to know just what type of pictures she had planned on shooting that day.

Guess I'll have to get her flash fixed for her.

Tim


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