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Preparing for the Plunge  

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12/14/2019 7:05 am
Preparing for the Plunge

It’s probable that by the time the ball drops in Times Square, I will have had a sexual encounter with someone not my wife for the first time in 25 .

The idea both excites the hell out of and terrifies .

For going on five , I’ve been restless in my marriage. I have a deep affection for my wife and we get along fabulously but the passion is gone. Or at least on the wane.

I have never believed that someone was “the one,” but that time, place and opportunity led long-term relationships. I also have now come believe that they have expiration dates. The legal relationship may yet exist as does the caring, but the passion, the raw animal lust, well that slowly fades.

I have searched my soul for what do. After some time, I suggested my wife that we open our marriage completely. She was not interested. She said I needed do what I needed do but that she was content with the way things were. Whatever I did, she did not want know about it.

For the past year, I have tried remain<b> physically </font></b>faithful while lusting in my mind for the touch of another. weeks ago, I made the decision join Couples Dating. I am amazed at how many out there enjoy the “lifestyle” and feel free of body and mind take many partners. How liberating that must feel!

I don’t think I will ever be there, but I am actively talking lovely ladies who have expressed interest in getting know better. Thinking about them makes my heart pound and my pores tingle.

I am terrified, but feel like it’s time take the plunge.

Hope I don’t belly flop.

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