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Only a Tgirl could understand
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Only a Tgirl could understand Most of my friends here know that I am not "out" beyond my wife, who is supportive, so I am letting you know this in order to truly understand this morning. Most Sundays I go over my Mom's house and take her shopping, not because she can not get out but just to spend time with her. My mother is a great person, partially opened minded, but very traditionally religious... So this morning I was rushing to leave, grabbed my keys, pet my dogs, and was off. Ten minutes into the drive I was seat dancing to a great song on the radio and wanted a cigarette. AS my thumb rolled down the wheel on the lighter I looked at it..... My nail was a beautiful shade of plum that i had put on Friday, it matches perfectly with the silver glittery accent nail as well, but back to the story.... My heart stopped. I am five minutes away from her driveway and I still have on my nail polish! Oh my god i am not ready to have this conversation yet! Then as I almost slam on the brakes in a full panic I look down at what I was wearing. Yea, as you can guess I also forgot to change. The first thing I see is my breasts, and although i am currently a full A cup I use prosthetics to be a C as that is my goal. These are covered by my favorite black camisole and finished with really cute yoga pants...The only item I have on that is "male" is my shoes!!!!!!!!!! Needless to say I drove home, texted her that I would be late, and changed. In all this i learned something today, and it was not to be more careful. I learned that as time goes on I am becoming more comfortable being a woman and all that goes with it. My greatest fear when i decided to take this leap was that i would always feel like a man acting as a woman.It is the little things that confirm what you are meant to be and there are and will be many of them. From the first time you wear panties under your clothes, wear shorts in public with shaved legs, even visit someone with nail polish on, these are all moments that validate your decision and one small step at a time make you feel more like the woman you are supposed to be. And to those who are wondering, yes. I will have that talk with her when I am ready. I know in my heart she will be sad because i am the only she has left but accept me for who I am becoming. After all I have done in my life I truly know this... Love who you are meant to be, never give up, and let the little things be a reminder of the beautiful person you are. Love who you are meant to be, never give up, and let the little things be a reminder of the beautiful person you are. |
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I had a similar experience with my mother last summer.I forgot I had my collar on. Except I didn't catch it . She asked me what I had on my neck ( my mind was racing at this point). I just said a collar, she chuckled and no more was said. I was married for 20 years and divorced in 2015. I don't know what my mother thinks, but she hasn't asked. I'm in the closet, but looking for a way out , I guess. Sincerely, Ola 
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2/25/2018 6:45 pm |
I hope your day comes soon enough. I am a cis-girl in a long time relationship with a tgirl. I love and support him in all his changes. I a wait the day he can be himself outside our house.
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2/25/2018 5:05 pm |
If you want to show up on recent posts you have to make your own first comment. So you are a T girl who is married with a supportive wife. What happens next? 
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