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BBW has had bad sucky relationship and barely fun sex life
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BBW has had bad sucky relationship and barely fun sex life I am in my early twenties, and turning 23 years old in April of this year so I tried to have fun in the bedroom with my previous ex who is number 3 in my dating relationship. During the relationship, he would say how ugly and non-sexy I look when I wear a sexy outfit whether its my maid outfit or his kimono or like bra, undies, garter belt, stockings, and robe. He wouldn't pay attention to me during sex, what he would do is watch or read hentai which was mainly like shemales or lolis or furries. It hurt me when he said that, hentai turns him on more than his own girlfriend. I have a ton of fantasies, but, like I never had them fulfilled because he was not as kinky as me. Let me explain, one time I decided to get a clit vibrator and I have tried to hint to my ex to buy it so we can try it in the bedroom and he told me that if I wanted it so bad then I have to buy it because, it was a waist of money. I bought, and we tried it three times and after the third time he told me to never use it with him again because it was annoying. Then there is me wanting to role play with him, I have tried to get him to role play like the full thing student and teachers, maid and master, and also like dom and sub which never happened. I even one time try to get him to pretend to be a male anime character that I love so much because he is badass, and so damn attractive. Because of this, I sort of wonder if I caused the sex to drop dramatically due to me being a BBW. I have been big, I have always been big. But when it comes to not just dating, but having sex also it's hard on me to find anyone that likes BBW. Since the break up, I have become a emotional wreck and literally shut myself in. I have told a couple of people about what happened in the relationship. It feels good to talk about this, and as I am typing this I came to a conclusion that maybe I will find love again, but, then again maybe it would be a fling and won't leave to anything. I hope you guys like this, send me comments if you have a say in what or why he did this towards me. Also I might, do another blog about why I love writing short sex stories or a bit about the coolest things I love to do in my spare time. |
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Beautiful and sexy comes in all shapes. Frankly, it is more about attitude than anything else. There are plenty of guys who appreciate and prefer BBW. Don't settle your standards because your current options are immature and superficial. Which brings me around to your ex. Look, any guy who is more into his fantasy than the reality of his girlfriend is both a moron and a loser. More importantly, you should not waste your time with anyone who is not truly into you. Don't look for love. Look for respect and dignity...which have nothing to do with your partner as they come from within. When you respect yourself, it's easier to realize the guy is doing nothing for you. I don't know you or you me; so, take advice from a stranger for what it's worth: don't be in a hurry to hit milestones in life. They happen quickly enough on there own. Enjoy where and when you are and don't worry about what isn't. “Be yourself; everyone else is already taken.” ― Oscar Wilde
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Listen to forgotforgetting. Never settle, especially if you are a bbw. A bbw is more reason to not settle. You walk tall, you do everything you can with grooming, hair, clothes etc. And trust me, there are a lot of really good men who love and respect bbw. Do not take whatever looks your way. Insults, put downs, the "you can't possibly do better than me" attitude, run as fast as you can. Know you are in control. Educate yourself and get a good job so you never have to rely on any man to be your provider. People will treat you as you allow them to. Do not allow any man to make you feel inferior. If he does, write him off and move on. Take control honey, know your worth. A strong woman of size is more appealing than any size 2 any day.
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Listen to forgotforgetting. Never settle, especially if you are a bbw. A bbw is more reason to not settle. You walk tall, you do everything you can with grooming, hair, clothes etc. And trust me, there are a lot of really good men who love and respect bbw. Do not take whatever looks your way. Insults, put downs, the "you can't possibly do better than me" attitude, run as fast as you can. Know you are in control. Educate yourself and get a good job so you never have to rely on any man to be your provider. People will treat you as you allow them to. Do not allow any man to make you feel inferior. If he does, write him off and move on. Take control honey, know your worth. A strong woman of size is more appealing than any size 2 any day. “Be yourself; everyone else is already taken.” ― Oscar Wilde
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Forgetforgetting is absolutely right. And the Oscar Wilde quote is very appropriate. Learn to love yourself first, enjoy life and work hard at getting what you want and follow your dreams. Everything will fall into place soon enough. There's someone out there for you, who will enjoy every minute of being with you. Being BBW is neither here nor there, and it may sound cliche but it really is what's on the inside that counts. I've been in relationships with women of all shapes and sizes, and the nicest ones were BBWs.
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