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Saturday, 20th September 2015
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Saturday, 20th September 2015 In a strange conversation I was told that I was desperate and wasn't looking for a real friend. And I thought about that question. I am desperate. No denying that. I am a horn dog. But does that mean that I am not looking for a real friend? I don't see how either of them are mutually exclusive? I would had loved to clarify that with her. But then with the way most tempers fly over this particular space. Prejudice presides as Judge, Jury and Executioner. And so that was done to its fate. What might had become something quite interesting just wound up in the dumps. Well if you don't succeed the first time they say you try again. But then with such<b> enormous </font></b>egos how do you reach to the person within. Seems almost impossible. In other news other than the standard existential dilemma I was going through over the course of the past couple of months I wound up inadvertently . Almost subconsciously create a hatred towards anything that seemed happy in the married partner and life with happy sort of way. We all truly are a bag of walking talking chemicals if not anything else. Among interesting conversations I chatted with an interesting woman who was into femdom. Being that I had been the dom (quite sadistic at that ) in all my past relationships. I was curious to the pitch she was making. You see a friend of mine any myself were looking for some willing woman to have a threesome with. One who has an agreeable personality . In my efforts I had found a person how was interested in the prospect. But how ever was into femdom. I had never tried such a thing. Though i do find it interesting and erotic I never found myself gravitating to the role of a submissive myself. Guess I am too uptight for such a thing. And believe me I have tried. In my experience the dynamics between doms and subs do alter with their genders. In the case of male doms there is a lot of self assessment many doms go through to keep everything working in a particular way. Things most of the time are implicitly conveyed and at times explicitly. There are times I don't say but do it anyways. But that is only after I have gained my understanding of the person. So I tried to approach my conversation with her as I would probably converse with myself. Trying to figure out her spirit as one could call it. and her edges. if there were any i could run my fingers over. Unfortunately I like cocky but sometimes it might had that come in a tad bit later in the conversation then maybe. But not so early on. Call me biased but I just I would had come out like that towards the end. I just gave the honest layout for me and said that what I was looking for wouldn't had fit with what she was looking for. And it would be better to not waste either ones' time. But I must say. Alisha had something sweet about her. But then I have a feeling I want to know here from a deep and cruel place inside myself. So its better I let go. In my assessment of this . I feel I was fair. Given that I gave it a chance. Evaluated it and rationally let it die. I hope she gets the submissive she wants. Would love to see her work it sometime. It would be beautiful. |
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