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I Just Want To Find Inner Peace...  

hotmamamm 48F
10833 posts
12/28/2019 3:28 pm
I Just Want To Find Inner Peace...

I feel invisible in the outside world. I have learned to feel comfortable in my loneliness. I trade my joy for my protection. I do not know how to accept love without rejecting it. I hide behind my defense mechanisms to feel safe, however I am not. My mind and my conscience is my own worst enemy. I carry a lot of burdens. I feel worthless and embarrassed of I am. 3 years ago I was so confident and sexually liberated. That is not the person I see in the mirror anymore. I just wish I knew how to give away their power of what they did to me and move on. I want to reconnect with my inner slut without feeling shame or guilt. I just want to feel inner peace. Hopefully the year 2020 I will learn to accept me.

#MyTruth..


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
12/28/2019 3:31 pm

Insidious is a blind inception. What is reality with all these questions?


Leegs2012 51M
96137 posts
12/28/2019 3:32 pm

You can be my inner slut anytime...you are gorgeous!!


SelflessLover068 64M

12/28/2019 3:33 pm

You're far from invisible hon... And I must say I love your pics.
Hope you find your true inner self soon and just enjoy being you
Have a grrrrrrrrrrrrrreat New Years Eve


Tmptrzz 61F  
107039 posts
12/28/2019 3:34 pm

You know my friend you are as SEXY as ever, and I hope you find that inner peace you seek. We are all here for you, and you should always feel safe. And if you ever need someone to talk to I am here for you..I hope you enjoy the rest of your weekend..

Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on..


ULIXBIG 69M
9288 posts
12/28/2019 3:35 pm

Accept yourself, Jeanie! Be your own best friend. You have everything to be proud of!
My very best wishes for 2020!


Northshore2031 45M  
42 posts
12/28/2019 3:37 pm

I am very sorry to hear this. To a point I know how you feel. If you ever want to talk please feel free to hit me up. Hope things get better for you. If I don't get to talk with you before. Happy New Year!!!


1salesman3 69M
7623 posts
12/28/2019 3:44 pm

Jeanie you are beautiful lady. Keep telling yourself what you want and great things will happen.


HAMONMAN 64M
13128 posts
12/28/2019 3:49 pm



Time to talk to a professional rather than rely on well-intentioned comments from bloggers.


lonlyforlove2 81M  
32704 posts
12/28/2019 3:49 pm

You as all of us do see the beauty, for some reason you must be seeing a distorted view. I do hope you find out just what is in your mind that is standing in your way. A lot of people here and most will be glad to lend an ear to hear your thoughts. Here's hoping for a Happy New year for you and to turn over that new leaf that seems to be in your way....

Stop by at lonlyforlove2
also see Lunch with Lonly , we get snow tomorrow
Check my blog on New Community, "A photo of my big Pecker"
also, " My Sunday afternoon with the kids'


stopbyandsayboo 52M
1295 posts
12/28/2019 3:50 pm

I think your a beautiful person inside and out.. I am sure you will find a special person to embrace both.. I too struggle with loss and every day is a journey for me to find inner peace.. Like Tempz says.. I offer my ear to listen and hear if you need a gentle soul to be there

JUST ME A TALL PASSIONATE MAN WITH A HUGE HEART


mamacita38dd 45F
62894 posts
12/28/2019 3:51 pm

Wishing you nothing but the best in 2020 and always my beautiful friend

Please Visit My Blog MAMACITA38DD


Naughtypursuit 56F  
2766 posts
12/28/2019 3:56 pm

You are a beautiful person inside and out. You will get your power back, there are lots of avenues out there to help you get that back. Stay strong.


shadowtoo69 68M  
1056 posts
12/28/2019 4:13 pm

Hope that you find the path you seek in the new year.


mrwalleye15 59M  
33 posts
12/28/2019 4:21 pm

I'm here to help in anyway I can. I seen you on cam the other night, looks like you're headed in the right way!


grizz54545454 76M  
360 posts
12/28/2019 4:29 pm

hope 2020 is better for you


Looknfind18 71M  
4379 posts
12/28/2019 4:58 pm

2020, Hope its a great year for you.


mc_justmc 63M

12/28/2019 5:00 pm

What a coincidence! I too would like to find your inner piece......... wait, I'm not sure we're talking about the same kind of piece...


NJGUY08090 57M
4306 posts
12/28/2019 5:03 pm

Hope you feel stronger every day- Have a Happy New Year - many of us are here to support you . Share your thoughts with us on our blogs too


Story435 76M
3791 posts
12/28/2019 5:19 pm

Hi sweetheart!
Do what you want nothing wrong with being sexually active it is good for you! Just open up and have some fun!
Butch


TheresThat 37M

12/28/2019 5:22 pm

That's much more elaborate than "people suck; I hope they suck less next year". That was mine.lol


LimerickJohn 69M
1046 posts
12/28/2019 5:25 pm

What a beautiful smile and eyes you have.

What I have read of yours here in blogland suggests you have a beautiful inside also.

Keep on looking and you will see what we all see in you and that is just pure beauty. ☘


powercaps716 67M  
83116 posts
12/28/2019 5:29 pm

 take it one day at a time, don't rush  to find inner peace it
will come, and 2020 will be a great year for you, 


Sexczy69 71M  
3703 posts
12/28/2019 5:32 pm

you are only 44?????? wow I could not tell.....


hungndumb42 48M

12/28/2019 5:33 pm

You are a beautiful woman. Keep your head up and don't let anyone get you down. Hope for the best in the new year


flannel_light 61F
4586 posts
12/28/2019 5:57 pm

You are a very beautiful lady . I have been struggling with finding myself again as well. If you need some one to talk to I am here. God does here our prayers amd he will answer them.

The Light is shinning and she is lonely and waiting in the darkness.


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