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"Am I wrong"?
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"Am I wrong"? There are times when I shut down. I mentioned it before in previous<b> blogs. </font></b>I get down and get into a Funk. Hell, there are times when I don't clean my house. I guess it's a trait, other who get depressed let their house go too! But when I start feeling better, I step up. But it's strange, I usually get into Funk on Sundays Usually Sundays, I regroup for the week. So instead of a sick day. I take a "mental health day". But when I get back to work, I buss ass! I work with a few people how rarely take a day off. they always available for overtime. I was once told, I'm not a team player, and leave the team hanging. I don't call in all the time. Once in a while my mind need to regroup. But being depressed, I care what other's think about me. I have friends on here, values other's approval, and love the attention of other. I guess we all do. There are some who could give a damn what anyone thinks! But to me it matter, what they think. Don't let me feel guilty, than I'm all fucked up. I knw myself, I something need time to feel normal. I think I'm a team player? Maybe I should show up for work regardless how my mind feels. Maybe? So regrouping am I letting the team down? if I take off, "Am I wrong"?           |
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9/13/2019 5:19 pm |
That's fuckin awesome
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Your health comes first. Keep smiling my friend hugs V Become a blog watcher sweet_vm
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You're not wrong....we all need to take time out for ourselves. You can't do things for others if you don't take care of yourself.  ~~Anais Nin~~
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No your so not wrong my friend many people have these kinds of days too. There is sometimes I feel that way, and I just rest that day and then I feel much better the next day. When life gets you down, just do something that makes you feel better.. Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on.. 
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I think mental health is more widely accepted now then any when else. Is it something you can discuss with your boss? explain the absence? I too suffer with depression, have you spoken to your Dr about it? I'm on meds that help me immensely. If I worked with you, and you continuously didn't turn up for work, I would get pissed off too. it puts more work on everyone else, but If I knew you had a problem I would be more understanding. I think you should speak to a professional, it's not something you need to hide
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8/26/2019 12:23 pm |
Hell no you're not wrong. You know better than anyone what your body needs. What your going through doesn't sound much different from what I've been dealing with a big part of my life too. I've lost a few jobs because of it. One thing I don't understand is did I loose the job because of me or was it because they don't understand. I little of both I guess. I'm not sure where I'm going with this. I guess I just want you to know you're not the only one and not alone on this. There is a lot I would like to say but this isn't the place for it. Keep you head up and take it the best you can. That's all we can do.
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8/26/2019 11:50 am |
Do you lose sleep at night on what other's think, or like some, you could give a damn?
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