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"Yesteryear"
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"Yesteryear" I sometimes Remanence about yesteryear. Maybe because my present, not like I thought it would be. I'll be the first to admit I made some bad choices, I just got to live with then. I think about happier times and try to connect with some people I known during them times. But not too many respond back. I like listen to music from a happier time, such as the 70s, 80's and very little 90s I really don't listen to new music now, but when It get's old , I might listen then. I like yesteryear, but you would never see me in a fro, silks shirts and bell bottoms. You can forget see me in 3in heel shoes. I never do that again. But I still like KC and the Sunshine band. People say to me, "this is so sad"! by having this way of thinking, when I date someone, and there was no closure, I felt, things was the way it was. I see a lady friend from the pass, responded to her, after a while, she said, drop by. I did We talked, watched a movie, had a few drinks, kissing and cuddling, when out for a late snack, and came back. She came to bed in sweats, in the past she wore something sexy. After kissing a while, she turned over and said, "I'm going to sleep", Night!, I was shock, we didn't have closure, we ended because she still had feeling for an ex. So, a few days later, we talked on the phone and I ask, why wasn't we intimate? We for several months. She told me, "i don't know you"! This was the last thing said. There was another many years before the one I just mentioned, I'm not a player, but no mean, I don't want anyone to get me wrong! With her, I never cheated, but I love to hang out with<b> buddies </font></b>and watch football. I fear marriage, because mines failed. She wanted to get married, so eventually she did! She got another divorced and years later she was going for number 3. Once that failed, I seen her on facebook and try to reach out to here, no response at all! I said, "what I I do to her"? I recently heard from another ex on facebook. The things she done, most men wouldn't response back to her, but I knew she had some good in her. She was 9 years younger, she met a guy on the internet, that was 10 years younger than her, and she fired me! He used and put her in a real bad spot. I was always a good person, so I reached out, and ask her if she wanted to get the band back together. She said, I contact to to say hi, and then she said "NO"! I don't want to be with you! Because you are past of "My Past". Wow! A kick in the nuts! This was a wake up call, I thought my past was my happier times, not realizing, I can create them now! Besides, she did something to prove she haven't change. So my new "Yesteryear" start today. Leave all the past in "Yesteryear". Riddletime** I am found in the sea, and on land, but I do not walk or swim. i travel by foot but I'm toeless. no matter where I go I'm never far from home. Who am I???? Ans: A snail.          |
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I am so sorry this happened to you my friend, but you should move on from your past and enjoy the amazing future that lies ahead.. Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on.. 
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Live for today and don't dwell on the past. Past makes us who we are today but we can't change it. Be happy who you are. We have all made bad choices in life so we move on. Have an awesome day my friend. Don't change for anyone. I like you for you hugs V Become a blog watcher sweet_vm
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