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Blogs > Captainsbabygirl > Baby Girl

Needs and Wants  

Captainsbabygirl 50F
4328 posts
9/24/2011 12:13 pm
Needs and Wants

I look to my phone every day in anticipation of my Master’s texts. “G’Morning,” he says. My pussy immediately gets wet and a smile appears on my face. “Did you sleep well?” He is checking to see if I was a good girl and slept my required seven hours. I do not know how to properly take care of myself so he needs to be very strict with me in this department. I seem to overextend myself, put everyone else before me and in turn, I look tired and used. He does not like this at all. He wants me looking fresh, young, and beautiful for all the people he will present me too. I have failed miserably in the past with this task and still do today. Secretly, I think I am holding a grudge.
When we first started dating, he had strict rules with me. I was to get in shape. I had thirty days to train myself for the Army Physical Fitness Test. I pushed myself so hard to achieve this task. I wanted to prove to him I was worthy of pleasing. I was never given the chance to take this test. All my hard work was taken away with humiliation because my master felt he did not miss me and dismissed me. I was crushed. I didn’t understand. I changed my whole life for my Master. I started taking the pill, had all sorts of tests done so he didn’t have to wear a condom, and started trusting him with my desires. How could he humiliate me like that make me bend to his will but take away the reward. I should of walked away let him go but I couldn’t I wanted my reward for working so hard, I wanted my Master.
I am learning though when my Master is needed but not wanted we r the happiest but when I want him but don’t need him we r the unhappiest. I am still learning how to not want him. My desires are very strong and why he punishes me with playing with other woman and not claiming me. I wish he would give me more guidance in this department because I no longer want him I need him. He has put a spell on me. He has trained me to his will. I will satisfy his needs and help him achieve his desires. We need each other, as we are both capable of great things when put together.
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