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Blogs > Captainsbabygirl > Baby Girl

Trust  

Captainsbabygirl 50F
4328 posts
9/24/2011 12:12 pm
Trust

How can I be wonderful and irreplaceable but still not be loved? My Master has humiliated me again. But it is my fault, I trusted him and I shouldn’t. I wanted to believe he changed and he would not hurt me, that he believed in our chemistry and gave in to its lust but he will not take that chance. He will not try to mend his broken heart. He is too afraid of losing things so he does not attach. I however, wear my heart on my sleeve, take chances and am brave. I am afraid to get hurt but I don’t let that stop me from loving. The pain from his rejection makes me feel I am still alive inside. Even though I am depressed, sad, confused, and more, I will be brave, tackle these feelings, and know I am beautiful, kind, and loving and maybe someday My Master will truly see how irreplaceable and wonderful I am as a person and a Pet and take me back for his own.
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