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I might have a problem
I might have a problem Lately life has been kicking my ass. Work has been bought out by a new company and new management so everythign there has been crazy this month. My wife keeps talking about what she is going to do with her share of the tax return when she paid $18 in federal taxes last year (how she managed that I don't have a clue). And as usual sex has not been an option as my wife just is not willing to have sex and makes excuses instead of talking about issues and generally ignores me when I bring them up. So I bought some more panties this week. This is really a stupid thing for me, I admit it. I don't really think of myself as a crossdresser. I will wear women's underwear mostly for pictures or to turn on a partner. I have some already that I don't really use. So why get more. Wednesday night I was just in a bad mood. I had no intention of stopping at wal-mart while running around. As I drove past I said "why not" and stopped there with the full intention of buying new panties. I almost bought some last month at a different wal-mart, but they didn't really have anything in I liked. On Wednesday it didn't matter much. I walked around, scoped out the lingere department, and waited for a couple of ladies to move out so I could look undisturbed for a minute. That is the odd thing about it to me sometimes, waiting for women to leave the lingere department. Again, stupid. So I went in, spent less than a minute looking, and found a two pack of<b> thongs. </font></b>One Red, the other red with black stripes. They were the right size so I picked them up and put them into my cart. I tried on one pair the other night just to make sure they fit. Now they are in a cabinet in my work room with other stuff that I keep hidden. All I can say is that I like it when people admire my body, and at times I look good in the right lingere. SO wearing it on occasion boosts my ego as I know it will turn on other people.And I need to take some pics in the new stuff, maybe a video as well, we will see. Right now this is just one strange little step in me dealing with a rough time in general, and in here is the only place I can talk to people about it. |
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