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ðģðģðģðððģðģðģ A new Guide!!!!
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ðģðģðģðððģðģðģ A new Guide!!!! I have been away for awhile and trying to find me again been hanging out with friends and family and just trying to be me... About two weeks ago I ran into an old old friend from an old life I had before.. They asked what I had been up to lately and I told them no much just trying to find myself again. Because of my past and all the things I have done that I have been happy but I have not been me.. My friend asked if I wanted to hang out this weekend and I said sure since I had Friday and the rest of the weekend off I could come up Thursday after work... My friend has a cabin in the middle of the Beautiful mountains of West Virginia No cell service and just peace and quite... I was looking forward to just getting away from everything and everyone and just clear my head... Thursday night I called and my friend said that she would meet me up at the cabin to let into the gate and into the cabin so I could just relax and get back to being me... I never in a million years thought that I would be doing what I did this weekend.!!! There was a fire in the fireplace and candles all over the cabin and the smell of vanilla in the air and a touch of cinnamon rolls baking in the oven I told her she knew how to make me relax and this was a great start... She gave me that same old grin and handed me the keys to the gate and the cabin kissed my cheek and left... Checked out the cabin with a cinnamon roll in my hand and a smile on my face... Found my bedroom and got myself comfortable in something a little more relaxing... Nothing but a Blanket and My underwear put my stuff in the bathroom and unloaded the rest of my stuff out of my Bags and headed back downstairs to read in front of the fireplace.. I had been here before but never alone the last time I was here was for one of her long swingers parties that I was one of the side dishes for and passed around at.. Old life so this time I wanted to relax and see what else the cabin had in it and what fun stuff I could find here and what I could figure out about myself.. This cabin is huge and there are so many rooms that I could get lost if I did know my way around.. Found a room I have never seen before and it was off from the kitchen looked like an add on and it was more like a closet full of toys and stuff to play with at a party like the last one I had been to here... I called my friend on the landline and said what is up with the Toy closet and do you still have the parties up here... She started to giggle and said yes we still do the parties and the toys are all new and you can use and have any of them you would like just mark which one you have so we can replace it before the next party this Fall... She laughed and said we always use new toys for the parties so everyone is safe and happy... I said ok thank you but I have my own stuff but I was just wondering about it... She said that the handyman would be by in the morning with a load of wood for the cabin and to fix the back porch door because it was ready to come off the frame.. She wanted to let me know so he did scare me in the morning... I told her thanks and I would be on the lookout for him and would make sure I had clothes handy in case I had to get dressed to good to the bathroom since I sleep in the nude... I looked at the clock it was only 8pm and I was not tired or sleepy so I looked around the closet and found something that I had not tried before and thought to myself HHHMmmm this might be fun to try and I am alone so WHY the hell not.... Solo sex can sometimes be the best sex because you don't have to worry about upsetting the other person you are with and if you want to keep going or need to stop you can... I found the perfect place infront of the fire place and dropped my Blanket and underwear and started slowly getting myself wet and ready for my new toy to make me happy because I had picked a nice 9 inch long cock to make me feel good... Grabbed my favorite lube and started to play with myself and then I felt eyes looking at me from somewhere in the cabin or outside the cabin but that didn't stop me from laying naked on the couch and making myself Cum.... After an hour of making myself feel fantastic I notice that feeling still that I have someone watching me and I wrap back up in my Blanket and go looking around the cabin o see if there is someone watching or if I am just over thinking things... As I walk out on the back deck there she is sitting in a chair Grinning and says that she was watching me and was very impressed with what she saw... I asked her who she was and why is she here..??? She said that my friend told her I was stuck in a rough patch and needed to find myself again... She said her name is Dawn and she was once like me and found herself feeling the sameway a couple of years ago and I can find my ways again... That she could help me find myself again if I would like her to and then I wouldn't have to be alone doing what I was doing for myself... That I could be back to being my old self and have<b> pets </font></b>of any type that I choose to have... Dawn said that she once was a Submissive like me and that she became a bit stronger and that she had also been with family members also like me... That she had<b> pets </font></b>and became a dominant also like me and that she grow bored of the drama with other people that she got stuck like me... Yes random Sex is fun but it can be very dangerous also.. That she had been at a party that I was a side dish at and I did as I was told by my Mistress because that is what Good Pets do... She said I had dead eyes at that party with most of the people that she saw me with but I did have a brighter light in my eyes when I was able to be more like myself and play along with the person I was with like it was my choice what was going on... That when you get into something that just sparks a flame in you your face and body show it... She reminded me that I loved being with people that sometimes were chosen for me and sometimes I did the choosing but there was always my mind that said who and when and what we did... We walked into the cabin and she asked if I was done for the night or did I plan on playing more and I told her that I was not sure what I was going to do with the rest of my night...Dawn asked if I wanted to put clothes on and I said Nope I like being almost naked wrapped up in my blanket but if it bothered her I could put clothes on... She told me I was beautiful and she like looking at me that she was fine with everything about me... She told me that I was suppose to be with her and her husband at the last party here at the cabin but Mistress had other plans for me that night so she got to watch me with the other couple I was with that night... I told her I remembered the last couple I was with that party the last couple was to Guys and they wanted to try something new and Mistress was upset with me because I really didn't want to be with any guys at the party so she was trying to punish me for being a bad Pet and not doing what she said... She told them that they could do whatever they wanted to me because I was a slut as long as they didn't hurt me to bad that they could any hole that I had as long as they got off that is all that mattered to her... Dawn said she was made to watch as these two guys took their time and Fucked me over and over again she said I looked like I was enjoying it at first but as they kept going I looked more and more like I was not there anymore... I told her I kinda found a happy place and yes I was getting off but I was not thinking about what was doing on or who,was doing it to me... I blanked out and just let them do it till they were done... I got a shower and I left the party and had not been back for any of the Mistress parties since... Dawn said that night she decided that she was not going to be made to watch anymore that she was going to be the one that made people watch and choose to be more Dominant and she changed the way she did things and got rid of the man that made her do things she didn't want to do.. I told her that I don't have anybody that makes me do things I don't want to do anymore that I am the one in charge now and I like it that way... Sitting on the same couch that I had just gotten myself off on she told me that some people need a release sometimes and be told to do things like take that Blanket off and sit here so I can look at you in the firelight... So I dropped the Blanket and she just looked at me in my curvy shape... She said see I told you to do something and you did and you didn't think twice about it... I said well yeah that is because you already have seen me naked and you have seen two guys fuck me at once why would I hide under a blanket since you already told me I was beautiful and I was suppose to have had sex with you already so why not just make it easier for you... Dawn said that is not the point you wanted to be naked you made that choice on your own and this is what I am trying to show you... Yes I would love to have sex with you not FUCK you but show you that it is give and take not just give when you are with someone... I told her then what now she said I can be your guide to being the real you or I can just be someone else that you have a meaningless weekend of sex with... I will be your choice as she got up off the couch and walked over to the fireplace and put three more logs on and poked the fire to make it catch... I said I want to find me again and I am not sure how to do that..... She said give me time and you will learn to be you again but one weekend is not the answer to the questions you have about yourself... |
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