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The Turmoil of Being a Good Girl with Bad Urges
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The Turmoil of Being a Good Girl with Bad Urges Sorry I have been very irregular on here and with the emails lately. It's just that I sometimes get racked with guilt over these feelings and I try to pull back and stop myself. But believe me, I'm still dying to try some of the things we've talked about, and I still think and dream about what it would be like to finally cave in to a guy with a huge package. In fact, trying to stop thinking about it only seems to make the fantasies more vivid and uncontrollable. It's especially true when the fiancee does something incredibly nice for me, so then I try to fulfill my duties and think only of him, etc., etc. But then the dirtiest thought will come along and my head will be filled with very intense images of one of you guys using my mouth as your own personal fuck toy or splitting me open in a public bathroom or something like that, and I'll get very horny and naughty. Last weekend for example, he took me out for the nicest dinner and I was very appreciative, but there was a guy at the bar looking me over. Usually I look away and try to avoid any reaction, but something about this guy made me think he might have a really big one, and I almost involuntarily thought about what it might be like if he took me behind the restaurant or into the restroom and fucked my brains out. I definitely got flush when those thoughts flashed in my head because my fiancee asked me what was wrong, and the guy at the bar was smiling knowingly, which only made me hornier. So the rest of the meal, I kept trying to be good but couldn't help looking back and making eye contact way too many times. Of course nothing happened, but I usually don't let anything like that happen, and I just couldn't help myself. And later when we were trying to sleep, I definitely fantasized more about what would've happened if I had met that guy out back, and had some quick but wild sex. Could I go back to the table without my fiancee knowing? Would my dress or hair be messed up? Would I be sweaty? Would I smell like sex? Would I have the guy's cum on me somewhere? I don't even know how it would really happen, but it certainly was something I couldn't control. So that's what happens when I try to be good. |
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10/10/2009 9:30 am |
I think you are still a good girl... you arent bad for having urges but maybe your looking at it wrong... good girls like big cocks too otherwise us hung guys would have procreated you "good girls" out of existence... so perk up and hopefully i will be the one at the bar when you give in 
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10/10/2009 1:33 pm |
Flirting in public with another guy? Cutemilf4bigcock, you are really taking the first step toward what you apparently really want. There's nothing wrong with being attracted to other people and still in love with someone special. It's our animal side (as opposed to our social side) and your lady tiger wants to roar! So what could possibly have happened in you got fucked by the guy in the restaurant, other than your fiancee hearing some intense shouting and moaning from a distance (not to mention the entire restaurant)? Maybe you should have let him fuck your mouth and cum down your throat - then back at the dinner table make unusual comments about how delicious the meat is at this restaurant. (lol) If you just do it, you end up getting satisfied. I think you know that you know that you have the need to be more sexually satisfied. Now let's work on building up that urge to the max. How about we set-up a time/place and I'll give you a public flirting, just to make you that much hornier. 
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Thanks guys, I love this site. I can share these fantasies with you and get some real responses from real guys, and you always make me hornier, just knowing there are actually real well-hung guys out there who would take me behind the restaurant and show me what it's like to become a big-cock slut  Yes, I do like the double life part of it, that seems to be part of the fun. Continuing to dress and act like an adorable little good girl that noone would suspect would have these thoughts. And sharing these secret experiences and jokes with you big boys, while my fiancee goes along unaware of the power you have over me. It all is part of the turn-on, that's for sure. Mmmm, that sounds good global, having one of you big boys take me behind the restaurant, push me down to my knees (so I'll have to explain the gravel and grime all over my nice hose), look around to make sure noone is coming, then unzip and let your big cock slap my eagerly waiting face. Then directing me as I use both hands and suck and lick as quickly as I can, going up and down your expanding shaft and taking your balls in my mouth. Enjoying the satisfying feel of so much meat sliding in and out of my mouth. Knowing that you're enjoying looking down at this nicely-dressed, cute and innocent-looking girl on her knees in front of you, bobbing up and down while you hold the sides of my head. Then finally you moan and hold my head tight, cumming far more than I'm used to, spilling out of the corners of my mouth, so that I have to clean up with my fingers and lick it up because there's nothing else to do with the evidence before I go back in, completely out of breath, my hair a mess and my hose dirty. And yes, I would definitely make inside jokes for the rest of the meal, about how I love the meat, such big portions! I really get filled up here, and really like something glazed for dessert. Very wicked, and right up my alley, so to speak.
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I wonder if you are clever enough to live out those desires or will you eventually just give in and go for it with reckless abandon and wind up single. Not judging you... I mean the restaurant fantasy is certainly sexy and has a lot of appeal in the fantasy sense. But there are better ways explore your fantasies, experience your desires and still have your fiance and all that he means to you. On the other hand if blogging and emailing scratch that itch for you... so be it. The happiest people in life are the one who have the capacity to have all that they want and maintain control of those things... just on the verge of losing control. I guess you will have to decide to what capacity you want to experience life
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