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Pre-addicted to Big Cock
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Pre-addicted to Big Cock Well I've been trying very hard to be a good girl lately. I've been avoiding this site (mostly) and trying to think about other things in life besides sex, but it really is like an addiction once I've got this craving in my head. Even though I haven't taken the plunge and been broken in by a really hung guy yet, I still can't stop thinking about it, to the point where I'm so turned on and horny most of the day and can't concentrate on anything else. Even just emailing with these big guys is such a thrill, just joking around and chatting with a guy that big is in some ways more exciting and satisfying than actual sex with my fiancee. In fact, I have to get out of bed some nights and give myself some relief or else I'd never get back to sleep. I've had some pretty vivid dreams partially based on some of the emails I've had on here. And when I wake up after one of those dreams, I'm so revved up that it's impossible to get back to sleep. In one of my favorite dreams, I'm in a room with a particularly big guy and just getting to pulling his giant cock out when I realize my fiancee is in the next room, but is locked out. As I slide down to my knees on the floor in front of this guy, my fiancee starts to try the handle on the door and ask if I'm in there. Different things happen here in my dream, but when I continue this fantasy by myself, I take my mouth off of the guy's cock long enough to yell to my fiancee that I'll be out in a second, but I'm busy right now. Then I go back to work while my fiancee keeps trying to push the door open. I'm not planning on screwing this guy while my fiancee's right there, but as I continue giving head, and the guy starts pushing my head down harder, I get hornier and hornier until I can't possibly stop myself. My fiancee is now yelling "what's wrong? are you alright?" and he can hear in my voice that something has me breathing heavily and my heart racing. But the guy just pulls me up to the couch, I straddle him and he positions me over his giant cock, and as the huge tip rubs around my vagina, I can't stop myself from gasping and moaning and even giggling as shock waves go through my body. Then I hear my fiancee get a little angry as he knows something's up from the excited sounds I'm making, but there's no way I'm turning back now. Finally the guy yells "leave her alone dude, can't you hear she's busy!" and I can't help but laugh just as he pushes up a little, spreading me open.... Anyway, you get the idea. It goes on from there, and after I get to the end and relieve myself I inevitably feel very guilty for having such a mean fantasy, but I have to admit it really does turn me on. I wonder if it would be easier to stop thinking about it once I've had it, or will it become harder to stop. From the way I feel now, I can't imagine that once I've been that full and stretched out by a guy would make it any easier to move on. Anyway, thanks for all the thoughts and advice guys, I still haven't made the bad girl a reality, but as you can tell I'm still failing miserably at trying to be a good girl. |
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Great fantasy. Mean, maybe a little. I am sure you have offers a plenty... cute, fit and innocent certainly sounds sexy. Care to chat sometime? You're only 40 minutes away. Best of luck in your struggle. It sounds like the only thing you are failing to do is, is what you want to do. Odd how that works. Love to help 
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9/10/2009 1:24 pm |
Much like graham said i think a great deal of what will make you cum that much harder isn't just the big/thick cock but the person wielding it. Feeling safe... like you can truly let go and be the person who can indulge herself and truly get what you want out of the experience will make it exactly what you have been longing for and perhaps completely get rid of your need for a large cock, or it may leave you needing one that much more... only you can find out... or not. Either way i really enjoy your blog, you are mentally stimulating and physically arousing... i may have to start a blog about you I think i would enjoy chatting with you sometime... soon hopefully, especially since your no more than 10 minutes down the road.-S p.s. don't stay away from Couples Dating too long this time your building a following of readers... so come back if not for yourself then for your fans!
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Thanks guys! All good advice, although it makes me giggle when you say I will know from my toys what the perfect size is. I'm telling you I've led a really tame life and I don't have toys, this is a whole new world for me. Although we do have a giant zucchini in my kitchen right now that I've got my eye on....
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9/11/2009 12:43 pm |
hahaha well its a start... although i would recomend suggesting to your fiance that you get a toy/toys that he can use on you maybe that would be fun for both of you or one of us can use it on u... try going to google and searching passion party catalog, its a catalog for womens toys... hope it helps
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9/11/2009 2:21 pm |
Couples Dating - If you're thinking about it, then it's time to try the giant zucchini. Seriously, though I'm not so wordy as others, it seems to me that we all have our inner fantasies and we all have our outward fantasies. The inner fantasies are those that we might think about once in awhile that really turn us on but that we would never do, either for social reasons or hygenic reasons (or heaven forbid legal reasons). It's the type of activity that drives us crazy inside but our nervousness would be too much to actually go through with it. The outward fantasies, though, are much more acceptable, either socially or for us personally. I think this is where your "big cock" fantasy lies, because it's really not that naughty, except that you feel conscience about it because you have a fiancee. The question is whether you should fulfill the fantasy when you can? It may fuel the fire to desire more OR it may cool the coals peacefully. The only thing is: until you experience it, you will never know. BTW - I adored reading your blog here. You really have an exciting way to express yourself (and makes me excited too). I would love to chat with you sometime.
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A sheltered life... yeah I was once sheltered too. My eyes are now a little more open  I will be thinking about you in the morning, sitting in Church, wishing I were waiting for you in the choir room.
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just noticed you online... Couples Dating IM?
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Ooh the choir room, you dirty boy, I hadn't thought about that one. It's right down the hall from one of the entrances to the sanctuary, and would be easy for you to just walk into off the street, so you could totally get there and be waiting for me to excuse myself from services to 'use the restroom.' I could be going down on you and getting you hard while the sermon was going on, and then when they started singing hymns, it would be loud enough to cover any sounds I make while you're bending me over one of the pews in the choir room and forcing your way into me. It would have to be a quickie, but if we got enough lubrication on you, you could just really plow into me while they were singing, fast and powerful until I had cum several times and you came as deep inside me as your big dick would go. Then I could clean myself up a bit in the little bathroom right by the choir room, walk back in just in time for closing prayers, wondering if anyone could smell the sex on me, or notice the pool of your cum that was dripping out of me, down my cheeks and thighs ..... wow, that is wicked!
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love that post... im certain we could do... its funny how many places no one goes in a church while the sermon is going on. All those Sunday School rooms. Those little closets. Wanna make out? 
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10/19/2009 9:19 pm |
OMG you have a dirty mind wonder what Freud would have to say  Love it
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An ex gf of mine let me fuck her in church, while it was empty of course, and let me cum all over face. As ashamed as I am to admit it, it was pretty hot.
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