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There is Yet Life
There is Yet Life Hello ! Nice to see you. (Image is 10+ years old, don't get all het up. Or do. As you wish.) Well, here I go again. I'm back on my bullshit. The hormone fairy has returned to my neck of the woods and I am happily surprised to find that once again, sex is something more than another chore. Not quite sure what to make of that , but after a 3 year drought, but I sure ain't one to complain. The odd thing about it is the curiosity I seem to have grown. I have always been a bit of a traditionalist when it comes to sex. Positions may vary, but it was fairly vanilla, every now and again I danced around the edges of BDSM, silk ties, ropes, yada yada. Standard fare to be sure. But now, I find that thoughts of things I never thought I would enjoy seem to invade my mind and I find myself lost in lurid fantasies when I have the time to let my mind wander. Being choked with a cock has become a huge turn on for me. Whereas before I was happy to give a blowjob but it was merely foreplay and if you tried to choke me the foreplay was over, now when he grabs my jaw in his hand and grabs my hair and shoves his dick down my throat I get wet. When I feel the head of his cock hit the back of my throat I turn into a puddle. I have also started thinking about anal play. Which is something I have NEVER had any interest in because in the main I find it painful, but after a good bit of reading and researching I think maybe that reason it was painful is due to the fact that I never had any considerate lovers who tried it and the few that I did try it with were apparently deathly afraid of lube. I still haven't gotten brave enough to explore that fantasy, but it tends to make my morning shower a lot more....fulfilling. It may only remain a fantasy, I still have my many trust issues and there is fun pain and there is pain pain and I have enough pain pain to last me for the rest of my days. There are other thoughts that cross my mind at various times of the day, and I find that there are days I need to masturbate or I will simply implode. That is definitely new, I seldom ever needed to give myself any kind of<b> release </font></b>because I kept a stable of fuckboys in my phone and if I needed<b> release </font></b>I just "reached out and touched someone". Being in a relationship has caused me to give up my little black book that was marked with such tidbits of info like 'Eats Pussy, dinner date, well hung,' So I have to "let my fingers do the walking". Well, now that I have given thought to all this stuff, I suppose I should get a shower. Love and Peace and Twisted Release to you all today. "Shall I tell you the secret of the true scholar? It is this: every man I meet is my master in some point, and in that I learn of him." ~Ralph Waldo Emerson |
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hello, dear! check you bookface on who left you a note... i've missed you here. it's harder to track you down on the bookface. but i'm glad we have have kept in touch. i deleted my old profile and blog as Loud & Often (L&. sometimes i'm not sure that was a good decision, LOL. i just came back here myself. also because my sex drive kicked back in. -m-
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Great to hear from you That's a sublime image in any year. It's been so bizarre with what's been going on but I'm glad you've got sex on the menu. I've got it just on the mind!
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HEY GIRL - hope everyone there is doing well. Does this mean you'll be posting more? Go try some of that kink and report back - bonus points of blog illustrations of the actual act!! I think you've got the idea and will be pleasantly surprised. Honey, We Made it Just for You What to Expect When you Sleep with Me Flashback Friday Volume 8 Bits and Pieces [post 3312759] My Private Blog - Tell Me ALL Your Secrets
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